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Hello,

how do I start?

I need inspiration!

I need a break!

I need something to go my way!

Ineed a fresh start!

2008 you were a CUNT!

2009.....be nice....please!

Laters.





Have good one to you all!

Things really aren't going my way right now.Its a brick wall I always seem to be coming up against or a door slammed shut!

Can't write about it yet,can't do much of anything just now.

Im finding everything too hard right now.

bye.

Hello,

Insomnia.......................Im not sleeping.............but Iam not really awake.




ITS KILLING ME!

thats all.

Laters

Hello,

In the last 2 months Ive been the happiest Ive ever been to the lowest ever.Closely followed by the happiest again to where I am now(not sure where I am now)usually Im neither of those and just flatline reliably.But.....I must say that Ive never felt so alive as I have these past months.

The Vegas trip was fucking crazy! really didn't want it to...
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Hello,

So lifes been sucky! seems like once you've been kicked in the nuts,it keeps repeatedly kicking you in the nuts!

Nothing comes easy,so I guess fighting is all you can do.

Im still fighting but not sure how long for!

Things have got to change soon!

Off to Vegas and San Fransisco.I'll be away for 2 weeks.Should be a good un, but probably go...
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Hello,

Its been a rough few weeks for me.Nothing is for definate and nothing has been resolved.Maybe thats why everyday I feel as if Im dying a bit more.
Ive not seen her for 2 months now but we talk still everyday.Im off to Vegas with some friends for a week soon.Me and my best buddy have hired a Dodge Charger(Dukes of Hazard) and are...
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Ive split from my GF after 3years...Im fucked up.

Ive never been with someone that Ive given myself to so completely.The love I was given was total and unconditional.

But something has been in the background from the beginning that we managed to overlook but my GF has been suffering because of it,and I guess it was too much.I love her so much,like nothing before,but...
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Hello,

Usually I operate on 3 emotions-happy,ok and angry.Dont really bother with any others,never really seen the point.

BUT....I can say that Ive been feeling both depressed and (never been this to my knowledge) SAD?

I seemed to have turned a corner and am back to my self again.After the biggest disapointment of my life and a number of other external reasons,I found it really...
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Hello,

Ive been on an amazing journey this year which ended a few days ago.I didn't get to my final destination and Im hurting pretty bad.Some might say its the journey thats the important part.

Im finding it hard to put into words?

Best 3 weeks of my life!

followed by......

An emptiness and pain I cant get rid of!

Laters

Hello,

This weeks blog is brought to you all the way from......MELBOURNE.
and would you believe it its fucking shite weather here,I hear its quite nice back home.....oh shit poo!

Flew over on the Airbus A380 that massive super plane its well comfy and has loads of gadgts to keep you amused during the 27hrs to Oz.

more later.

Laters

Hello.

So right now Im up in Norfolk in a 2 week training camp. Its in the middle of no where.Im looking out the window of our house and I can see two deer in a field just killing some time.There are a pair of owls nesting in the roof.Ive never been so close to nature,living in London nature and wild animals is something you...
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Hello.

Yeah I know,its shit that I only comment every couple of months but Im a busy man!

AND guess what ? Im gonna cut this short and say I'll update and chat soooooon!

Laters.