triplesixer

I get the fuck down, way too fucking hard. way too fucking much. I'm only reflective and negative when the party is over. I feel like a fucking fuckshithole right about now. I've got alot of poop to do this week and get my godforsaken life back on track. quit a job. binge for a week and a half.. Go into credit card debt. now start bailing with my tiny little buckets. I cannot function without a hill to climb. and since it's difficult to find a mountain in a town of mole hills. I fuck myself up. sweet. I've wasted alot of time. Shame on me. and now you all know.. and I feel stupid. so I'll do better.. cuz i don't like being dumb.