tripleb_doom

Well my weekend was pretty good. I had a nice relaxing night at home friday. I took a long ass nap and did nothing and it was wonderful. I went down to detroit and gamed with topher and fitz and Ian. It was a good session. After fitz and i got back to midland i went to fricks and met up with timmy and jay. palmer and i had a couple beers with the goys and gals and then went to daves to hang out and watch the first F1 race of the season

Raikonnen won like i thought he would. I went over to nickis and partied for a bit till palmer called and i gave him a lift home from daves. I got home aroudn 5 am or so. after getting some sleep i went to fred and amy's for the St patricks day parade in bay city. there was much food and rum and i had a good time. fred and amys whole fam was there and friends. seth and lisa ducked out for a bit but came back. I soialized and got kinda tipsy before i went to the Stein haus.

I partied there with seth and lisa and some of their friends. met some nice german girls from frakenmouth and had fun.



Now i am home lamenting the end of the weekend and the fact i am broke. I have a couple chapters worth of homework to do and i am not feelin very motivated. I am feelin kinda bummed now that my nice weekend is over. I am just not happy anymore. the breif times of happiness are few and far between. I am single and depressed and feelin chunky. I swroe off woman which has actually been good. i don't worry about that but i am still feeing down.

i think even if i get my car project goin well i still will feel this way. regardless i am suckin it up and trudging on like i always do. I miss my friends and hanging out all the time. School and work are burnin me out like mad . there is just not enough time to do all i want to do on the weekends



oh well that which does not kill you makes you stronger

well hopefully this week will be ok. i guess we will find out



and now your moment of Zen