Do you ever just think , why the hell do I bother ? . It really gets me down that someone I thought I had a really special relationship with barely just over a month ago seems to find it so hard to even acknowledge my exsistence these days . I have excepted that things won't be what they used to and I am looking...
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razorpsych:
i like you man. you were really quiet but i have intuition about people. see you next time.
mechapearlbass:
It was great to meet you at Kate's birthday hopefully I shall meet you again at the next meet up 
The Cure are playing London tonight in a venue about the size of my front room ..but of course I didn't win the competition so im sat here instead 
. I have a spleen or a kidney or some other organ I could probably do without to donate if anyone can get me in there. *pleads*
But anyway its a miracle I made it through...
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. I have a spleen or a kidney or some other organ I could probably do without to donate if anyone can get me in there. *pleads*
But anyway its a miracle I made it through...
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munch:
think i said the same thing to Kate last night - having a beer in Kingston with you guys sounds like a good idea to me.
hopefully next meet I won't have a gig to bugger off to halfway through!
hopefully next meet I won't have a gig to bugger off to halfway through!
kate:
thanks for puttin me back in yr faves.
great tape btw- listening to it now
embarassing kate fact: i didnt actually realise that dead souls by NIN is a cover of a joy division song
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great tape btw- listening to it now
embarassing kate fact: i didnt actually realise that dead souls by NIN is a cover of a joy division song
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I loaded up this thing and then had a complete mental blank .. don't you just love it when that happens . Ok i'll do my best:
* Im going to the isle of wight festival in june ..I got my ticket yesterday ..I was completly sold by getting to see some real classic rock in the shape of David Bowie and The Who ....
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.. don't you just love it when that happens . Ok i'll do my best:
* Im going to the isle of wight festival in june ..I got my ticket yesterday ..I was completly sold by getting to see some real classic rock in the shape of David Bowie and The Who ....
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kate:
you made me a tape? coool!
i love it when people make me tapes.
why am i posting in yr journal? im talking to u on msn right now...heh!
i love it when people make me tapes.
why am i posting in yr journal? im talking to u on msn right now...heh!
baka:
working at the local council doing admin stuff.
i went to reading last year saw a couple of good bands on the smaller stages didnt bother watching anyone on the main stage.
hope to see you saturday.
i went to reading last year saw a couple of good bands on the smaller stages didnt bother watching anyone on the main stage.
hope to see you saturday.
Hang the DJ , Hang the DJ , Hang the DJ
I was feeling a bit down last week but this weekends done the trick I think .
Was my second SGUK meet up yesterday and me being me left super early to make the trek to Kensington in case I got lost .. so I was sat on me own for a while ....
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I was feeling a bit down last week but this weekends done the trick I think .
Was my second SGUK meet up yesterday and me being me left super early to make the trek to Kensington in case I got lost .. so I was sat on me own for a while ....
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blai:
it is pretty tempting 
I'm just about the least organised person ever though.. maybe one day I'll get lucky, there will be a meet on a saturday and I'll just happen to be on the train to london anyways
I'm just about the least organised person ever though.. maybe one day I'll get lucky, there will be a meet on a saturday and I'll just happen to be on the train to london anyways
blai:
The baileys sounds tempting.. the pork scratchings, less so
I call on anyone to help me , I need some new movies and music ..something really exciting and refreshing ..something to make me think. I just want to broaden my horizons a little , it always makes me feel good to have something new to get excited about and rave about .
So if anyone who reads this entry can recomend a band to...
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douglasfir:
If I had to recommend some movies I'd say some stuff from Tartan DVD - both "The Eye" and "Versus" are really great films.
I'm not to up on my music though - so no recommendations there!
I'm not to up on my music though - so no recommendations there!
sianyriot:
Get patti smith horses! But you know that already! 
mmm not sure what film to recommend but just watch the smiths complete picture dvd... morrissey's dancin never fails to make me smile
mmm not sure what film to recommend but just watch the smiths complete picture dvd... morrissey's dancin never fails to make me smile
Come closer and see
See into the trees
Find the girl
While you can
Come closer and see
See into the dark
Just follow your eyes
Just follow your eyes
I hear her voice
Calling my name
The sound is deep
In the dark
I hear her voice
And start to run
Into the trees
Into the trees
Into the trees
Suddenly I stop
But...
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See into the trees
Find the girl
While you can
Come closer and see
See into the dark
Just follow your eyes
Just follow your eyes
I hear her voice
Calling my name
The sound is deep
In the dark
I hear her voice
And start to run
Into the trees
Into the trees
Into the trees
Suddenly I stop
But...
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kate:
hey b, i dont think youre wrong to want something simple- something loving that will last and make u feel good all the time.
i think, deep down, this is what most people want: i sure do, but as i have come to realise, sadly, things are never that simple.
im a true piscean and apparantly that makes me live in a dream world where i over romanticise about *everything*
its easier said than done i suppose but just dont worry about it. someone will turn up!
gis a call if u ever wanna go for a pint or anything, im only afew minutes away!
i think, deep down, this is what most people want: i sure do, but as i have come to realise, sadly, things are never that simple.
im a true piscean and apparantly that makes me live in a dream world where i over romanticise about *everything*
its easier said than done i suppose but just dont worry about it. someone will turn up!
gis a call if u ever wanna go for a pint or anything, im only afew minutes away!
douglasfir:
I'm sorry I brought shame on your methods!
But hey you helped me shift some of my backlog at work so you should be happy!
Regarding your journal entry... if you have have non-lasting relationships you should at least be grateful you have something! I'm creeping up on 30 and hate almost everything about my life... my ideal life would be to find "the one" and live a happy life together but my reclusive nature means I can't even find anyone nevermind "the one"...
In my eyes it's good to long for that kind of future though ('tis a noble goal to be true) but don't be too down on yourself in the meantime (and Kate asked you out for a drink... wait a minute... I take back everything I just said... )
But hey you helped me shift some of my backlog at work so you should be happy!
Regarding your journal entry... if you have have non-lasting relationships you should at least be grateful you have something! I'm creeping up on 30 and hate almost everything about my life... my ideal life would be to find "the one" and live a happy life together but my reclusive nature means I can't even find anyone nevermind "the one"...
In my eyes it's good to long for that kind of future though ('tis a noble goal to be true) but don't be too down on yourself in the meantime
(and Kate asked you out for a drink... wait a minute... I take back everything I just said... )I got a couple of new movies today , Secretary which I just watched . Kinky little love story , very good actually.
And later on I have Ichi The Killer to watch ..the live action version . I got it on a friends recomendation so it better be good.
What better way to escape from the mundane and depressing than the world of film....
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And later on I have Ichi The Killer to watch ..the live action version . I got it on a friends recomendation so it better be good.
What better way to escape from the mundane and depressing than the world of film....
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mistressrory:
well save up some money and get me a plane ticket 
baka:
i've got the anime ichi on dvd just havent get round to watchin it yet 
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.If all else fails and your bored out of your skull at work why not do a journal
entry . As we only have email and not actual real internet here I have to email
this to myself and paste it in .
They have a stupid filter on everything here so even if I could access the
internet , if I looked at SG...
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entry . As we only have email and not actual real internet here I have to email
this to myself and paste it in .
They have a stupid filter on everything here so even if I could access the
internet , if I looked at SG...
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kate:
i feel the same man.
hopefully see you soon b.
i dont want to lose my friends because someone decided to act like a little girl.
hopefully see you soon b.
i dont want to lose my friends because someone decided to act like a little girl.
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marianabanana:
Hey! I still watch that program!!! Although it's nowhere near as good as it used to be. Remember when Neil Buchanan was on Number 73 with Sandi Toksvig!? Them were the days
And in reference to my sign in name of 'mariana willies' was to do with the fact that I went to see Puppetry of the Penis this evening. A Valentines treat that my best mate and I bought for each other
And in reference to my sign in name of 'mariana willies' was to do with the fact that I went to see Puppetry of the Penis this evening. A Valentines treat that my best mate and I bought for each other
mistressrory:
Hey they play that here now!!
That show is kinda strange!
That show is kinda strange!
I Love Horses .. There My Friends
Well here is todays news in brief:
* Been back at work today and people kept telling me I looked good today , doesn't happen much but its nice when it does.
* Some bastard stole my biscuits when I was away . What kind of a country is this when a mans biscuits aren't safe in his...
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Well here is todays news in brief:
* Been back at work today and people kept telling me I looked good today , doesn't happen much but its nice when it does.
* Some bastard stole my biscuits when I was away . What kind of a country is this when a mans biscuits aren't safe in his...
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mistressrory:
yes
piggers:
woot
just going through some SGUK profiles and you have some great taste in films. Bowling For Columbine, Fight Club, American Beauty, Donnie Darko. This is my DVD collection all over
just going through some SGUK profiles and you have some great taste in films. Bowling For Columbine, Fight Club, American Beauty, Donnie Darko. This is my DVD collection all over