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trip_fontaine

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Tuesday Feb 24, 2004

Feb 24, 2004
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Come closer and see
See into the trees
Find the girl
While you can
Come closer and see
See into the dark
Just follow your eyes
Just follow your eyes

I hear her voice
Calling my name
The sound is deep
In the dark
I hear her voice
And start to run
Into the trees
Into the trees

Into the trees

Suddenly I stop
But I know it's too late
I'm lost in a forest
All alone
The girl was never there
It's always the same
I'm running towards nothing
Again and again and again


This song seems to be a total metaphor for my life . I think I have seen a glimmer of light but of course im wrong and up getting myself lost in the pursuit of happiness.

Its tiring sometimes , im a simple sort of person really , to have someone to love and devote myself to making happy would make me so ecstatic . I've never really been interested in these meaningless , messing about one night stand type relationships , i'd love something lasting.

It seems so simple to say it but things always get so confused and end up getting messed up .

I don't know am I wanting to much ? am I being to serious ? .The opportunities have been there in the past for a bit of fun . Would it do me any harm ?

Why is it so confusing ? why am I asking all these questions? surreal

bloody women mad *deep breath*

Anyway...
today has been the usual really , we made pancakes at work though smile . The guy who looks like Niles from 'Frasier' is still an everlasting source of amusement for me during those long office afternoons ... poor guy must wonder what im smirking at all the time biggrin . I also get an extra 3 hours or so in bed tommorow morning due to having the morning off work for the dentist .*huzzah*..which means I can stay up half the night pottering about.biggrin

[Todays playlist - REM / Lotus , Motorhead / Ace Of Spades , Incubus / Are You In]
kate:
hey b, i dont think youre wrong to want something simple- something loving that will last and make u feel good all the time.
i think, deep down, this is what most people want: i sure do, but as i have come to realise, sadly, things are never that simple.

im a true piscean and apparantly that makes me live in a dream world where i over romanticise about *everything*

its easier said than done i suppose but just dont worry about it. someone will turn up!
biggrin

gis a call if u ever wanna go for a pint or anything, im only afew minutes away!
Feb 25, 2004
douglasfir:
I'm sorry I brought shame on your methods! wink

But hey you helped me shift some of my backlog at work so you should be happy!

Regarding your journal entry... if you have have non-lasting relationships you should at least be grateful you have something! I'm creeping up on 30 and hate almost everything about my life... my ideal life would be to find "the one" and live a happy life together but my reclusive nature means I can't even find anyone nevermind "the one"...

In my eyes it's good to long for that kind of future though ('tis a noble goal to be true) but don't be too down on yourself in the meantime smile (and Kate asked you out for a drink... wait a minute... I take back everything I just said... tongue wink )
Feb 26, 2004

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