i have been neglecting my journal lately.. so i dyed my hair thursday night well chris helped me. it took chris and i six hours only b/c we were lazy and took our time at doing everything and getting me away from the playstation every now and then was a bit hard 
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so i have this friend right and well hes getting on my...
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i can't move to ny and leave my cat i can't i would be lost and she will hate me. wait she already does.. but still she has her rmoments of hate, and love... but this cat has been my life for god 12 years. who knows i have to go out there and look around anyways..
sometimes i wish for a mistake.. the longer...
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sometimes i wish for a mistake.. the longer...
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nyhcx516:
so glad we got to do what we did in boston. i cant wait till the next shoot sweety. love ya, hugs
murkling:
*Back at you* (apply as needed)
goddamn kidneys are acting up 
i woke up and could barely move. i look like an old lady walking holding my back ahhhh they hurt
work is crazy, as well as my family but my family will always be crazy! i am in the process of making two things for these two amazing ppl who will get them in a week or so.. i am...
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i woke up and could barely move. i look like an old lady walking holding my back ahhhh they hurt
work is crazy, as well as my family but my family will always be crazy! i am in the process of making two things for these two amazing ppl who will get them in a week or so.. i am...
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missprint:
There is now an SGProvidence group. Joun up. There will be events soon.
edea:
you are such a sweetie!!!
many
's to you!!!!!
hey you should e-mail me your number just in case!!
I'll be thinking about you!
also i'll have to mail you some more pics!!
take care sweetie
p.s. you should have pics of you in every journal entry!! cause they ROCK you sexxxy bitch!!!
kiss:
many
's to you!!!!!
hey you should e-mail me your number just in case!!
I'll be thinking about you!
also i'll have to mail you some more pics!!
take care sweetie
p.s. you should have pics of you in every journal entry!! cause they ROCK you sexxxy bitch!!!
kiss:
i love you all and wish you all so much happiness!!!!!!!!
anyways, about my rents coming around and supporting me and all that.. well i have given them 5 years to accept me and support me and alias nothing. i am not wasting my time as soon as i get to ny and get settled in i am living my life the way i want...
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anyways, about my rents coming around and supporting me and all that.. well i have given them 5 years to accept me and support me and alias nothing. i am not wasting my time as soon as i get to ny and get settled in i am living my life the way i want...
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missprint:
A bunch of SG fans from Providence are planning to get together sometime in the near future. I'll let you know when it happens if you're interested.
freyja__:
glad to hear it, hon.
*sending you tons of love and strength*
have a good weekend.
xoxo
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*sending you tons of love and strength*
have a good weekend.
xoxo
:>
i need pain to make me feel alive. i woke up this morning feeling completely lost and not myself. its been one hell of a week or so.
i failed my exam in photography they are giving me thirty days to redo it. i just redid the test and the highest i cold get was a 70, so i got a 70 on that one...
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i failed my exam in photography they are giving me thirty days to redo it. i just redid the test and the highest i cold get was a 70, so i got a 70 on that one...
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scattershot:
oh man ... my family sometimes makes me feel the same way, but then I don't have anyone who really supports me for who I am. Well only one of my many aunts has supported everything I've done. Hell my damn parents don't even act as support ... I hope your family situation gets better and you eventually get your ass out of there for your own good.
pip:
1st check out a band called The Gits, if you have not already.
2nd check out my journal update. I love when problems fix themselves.
3rd and I hate saying this because I hated hearing when I was your age, but it's true. Be patient with the family thing, it will settle down and become better over time.
4th i have next saturday off should I go to the fetish ball at Manray or the SGNYC costume party?
5th "What the world needs now is love, sweet love. That's the only thing that there's just too little of"
sorry about that quote, just had to fulfill the law of fives.
2nd check out my journal update. I love when problems fix themselves.
3rd and I hate saying this because I hated hearing when I was your age, but it's true. Be patient with the family thing, it will settle down and become better over time.
4th i have next saturday off should I go to the fetish ball at Manray or the SGNYC costume party?
5th "What the world needs now is love, sweet love. That's the only thing that there's just too little of"
sorry about that quote, just had to fulfill the law of fives.
***edea just made my day!! such a sweetheart!
moms a dork, she just told me dad and her were talking and are thinking of charging me room and board to live here.. wtf i have lived here for 19 yrs and now theywanna be pricks to me b/c i have a part time job. fuck them theyare ruining my plans to move to ny.. i...
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moms a dork, she just told me dad and her were talking and are thinking of charging me room and board to live here.. wtf i have lived here for 19 yrs and now theywanna be pricks to me b/c i have a part time job. fuck them theyare ruining my plans to move to ny.. i...
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disgorge:
I think we need a trip to the strip club to calm you down!
freyja__:
wearing ones heart on ones sleeve requires thick skin.
xo
xo
it 2am thursday morning and i have never felt better i am happy and content with myself.. i actually got down to sit alone and do some major thinking and sorted everything out in my head. now i am just a lil tired and want to go study but i will probally fall asleep as soon as i get into bed.
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disgorge:
Glad you're happy Tif. Much love! 
scattershot:
I have just discovered the secret to two page responses for journal entries ... write a really long journal
ha-za!!
oh and I totally love that song ... its been in my head for days. that paul mcCoy has an infectious voice and so does the evenescence girl.
[Edited on Apr 10, 2003]
ha-za!!
oh and I totally love that song ... its been in my head for days. that paul mcCoy has an infectious voice and so does the evenescence girl.
[Edited on Apr 10, 2003]
snow snow snow GO THE FUCK AWAY 
in other news i am much better. ended up not going to work and just relaxing at home and got a lot done as far as health wise..... i am doing better my cramps aren't as bad and my mind is clear of negative thoughts i am back to my crazy loving self.. yayyyyyyyy *does happy dance* ......
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in other news i am much better. ended up not going to work and just relaxing at home and got a lot done as far as health wise..... i am doing better my cramps aren't as bad and my mind is clear of negative thoughts i am back to my crazy loving self.. yayyyyyyyy *does happy dance* ......
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queeg:
Glad to hear that you're feeling better...although I didn't hear that you were feeling bad in the first place, but that's of no consequence...so yes, this is a random journal posting...I'm bored!
Cell phones do suck btw...I stopped using mine a year ago, I'm pretty sure they're carcinogenic...
Cell phones do suck btw...I stopped using mine a year ago, I'm pretty sure they're carcinogenic...
disgorge:
Isn't it supposed to be spring?
i didn't get to bed this morning til about 4:30am. woke up to mom telling me to call work b/c they want me to come in earlier. screw that. i am already working 7 hours i am all set with dealing with ppl even longer today. i am bitchy as all hell and have major cramps grrr. that explains my mood recently and my high...
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freyja__:
i didn't get to sleep until about the same time.
i was WIRED for no good reason.
weirdness.
must be the snow.
*grumble*
xoxo
i was WIRED for no good reason.
weirdness.
must be the snow.
*grumble*
xoxo
today i got woken up at 10am by jackie calling my cell, she proceed to try talking to me knowing i was half awake. then i realized i didn't get mom a card so i had to run to the store and get her a b-day card and some lottery tickets. i also made her a bracelet last night so yeah. jackie came over with...
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