trinityy

i have nothing good to say. i have nothing to really say at all... i only update this b/c it was from teh begining of the week and i needed to get away from my thoughts of how i felt then about my grandfather. i need to look into the future and pray that he will make through everything. hes the only one i got along with on my moms side. i didn't know my other grandfather. my grandmother on my dads side died when i was a sophmore in high school. my other grandmother died in her sleep when i was 7 i still remembering picking up the phone and having it be the cop on the other line asking for my mom.. his 2nd wife just died in febuary.. anyways, enough about that...

my grandfather will be going out to boston sometime soon for the surgery thank god. he seems to be doing a lil better not as much as i wished he would be doing ...
its cold, i can't sleep and i have to work at 10am.
i tried to study but i couldn't concentrate. i have been putting it off for so long to go out with everyone. i was gonna study the other night when i got home from work but someone called asking if i wanted to hang out. so i figured i could when i got home later but i ended up not being able to drive home, so i pased out on the couch at his house.

mom had a dream last night i tried killing her continuously.. LOL .. she thanked me for not letting her sleep last night and of course i had to tell her "your welcome, anytime".... its only the polite thing to do

hope everyone is well and you all have so much happiness in your lives!
peace
trin