i have been neglecting my journal lately.. so i dyed my hair thursday night well chris helped me. it took chris and i six hours only b/c we were lazy and took our time at doing everything and getting me away from the playstation every now and then was a bit hard ..

so i have this friend right and well hes getting on my nerves.

i have been so tired lately i haven't slept more then 4 hours at night.

jaime and i are going out thursday to do some stuff its gonna be exciting. it will be better then the other ones.. umm yeah like you know what i am talking about.. well edea does anyways..

my only day off is thursday.. grrr.. but i ge to go to the gym thursday night wi th joel and maybe jon! yay haha i have been lazy as far as going to the gym goes. but what else is new...

my gradfather was rushed to the hospital last night thats all i know. i came home from nh last night went to bed woke up to a note from my mom saying he was rushed to the hospital..

these sauteed mushrooms and mashed potatoes are

peace
trin

update-
so i went to work and i couldn't be there so i left and went to the hospital b/c mom was saying he wsn't doing any better.. okay so he had a heart attack plus he has is a lil sick.. he just cried and told me he should just die. he said it would be better off that he just gives up. i didn't know what to do or say i was shocked. he has such a kind hearta nd so loving and here he is wanting to give up. his wife died in feb th ceremony for that was on valentines day. shes being buried this saturday.

i need to get out of here i can't deal with everythng that is going onaround here i am either gonna see if the offer still stands with my sister and move up to maine or i am gonna see if chris would like to get a place somewhere either around here or some state close to here.