trinityy

i didn't get to bed this morning til about 4:30am. woke up to mom telling me to call work b/c they want me to come in earlier. screw that. i am already working 7 hours i am all set with dealing with ppl even longer today. i am bitchy as all hell and have major cramps grrr. that explains my mood recently and my high sensitive factor. i need to go get soem more sleep b/c i figure i need more then 6 hours of sleep and i am not totally understanding anything right now. i am all confused as to what is going on with ppl around me in my life. hate me or lov me this is who i am, mostly ppl hate me and i accept it i have no one. i don't know where my place in life is right now. i need a new out look on somethings but i need that to be done by talking to ppl i need to figure out where things are.
i have still yet to redye my hair i have been so lazy. i have been studying non stop and all this information is bing cramed into my head.
neil,anna, tns, edea, freyja i love you guys so much and i appreciate everything you have done. wishi could give you all a big hug right now.
my brother tells me i seem different. he says i seem distance. jesus christ i am trying to be me but its hard right now.. i am sorry. i really am. :*( much love .. no really i am fine
love you all and hopeall is well...
love always
trin