i just tried sleeping and it didn't work. i can feel my body relaxing but my head is going in overdrive...
so i hung out with my brother tonight for god knows how long that was an adventure in a half but it was fun. we went to so many places. we went to michaels craft store, then to target, then to some store in the mall
then home depot.in te process i had him put gas in my car and he decides to hit my door on the cement pole not one BUT twice. i figued i wouldn't yell at him b/c he had to put up with my smoking, and he was pumping my gas. he could have simply told me to fuck off like he usually does. but it was real cool hanging out with him i realized how much i missed hanging out with him. its great having him around plus he doesn't judge me for who i am. but then again him and i aren't really normal. bt as far as sexuality goes thats the only thing him and i differ from. but he respects me so much still.
my mom goes into surgery friday on her knee. god this sucks. i am gonna be her damn bitch for 3 to 4 weeks. if i don't go insane i will be shocked. i am gonna have to do all her cleaning, laundry, her shopping, ahhh i can feel the leash being put around my neck as i speak.
hopefully in a couple days i will get my photography materials in the mail so i can lock myself in my room and tell her not to bother me bc i am studying. i am praying they come in tomorrow.
my cats seem to think they own my room none the less my bed. i have to fight with them as they bite my hand off if i touch them to move them.
last saturday i went and saw my friend, ari, she was down from maine taking a course in something. i meet her in hardvard sq with erik and we went out to eat... mmm tofu.. it was so good. shes moving to arizona and then somewhere in cali in a week.
she told me her and her gf would fly me out if i want to, and visit her for awhile.i am considering it, i might end up in maine for a week in august again depending on th job and if everything goes like it did when i was their last summer.
well i am off to go make something for jaime...
love you all
Love, Peace, and Much Happiness to you all..
Love
Trin
so i hung out with my brother tonight for god knows how long that was an adventure in a half but it was fun. we went to so many places. we went to michaels craft store, then to target, then to some store in the mall
then home depot.in te process i had him put gas in my car and he decides to hit my door on the cement pole not one BUT twice. i figued i wouldn't yell at him b/c he had to put up with my smoking, and he was pumping my gas. he could have simply told me to fuck off like he usually does. but it was real cool hanging out with him i realized how much i missed hanging out with him. its great having him around plus he doesn't judge me for who i am. but then again him and i aren't really normal. bt as far as sexuality goes thats the only thing him and i differ from. but he respects me so much still.
my mom goes into surgery friday on her knee. god this sucks. i am gonna be her damn bitch for 3 to 4 weeks. if i don't go insane i will be shocked. i am gonna have to do all her cleaning, laundry, her shopping, ahhh i can feel the leash being put around my neck as i speak.
hopefully in a couple days i will get my photography materials in the mail so i can lock myself in my room and tell her not to bother me bc i am studying. i am praying they come in tomorrow.
my cats seem to think they own my room none the less my bed. i have to fight with them as they bite my hand off if i touch them to move them.
last saturday i went and saw my friend, ari, she was down from maine taking a course in something. i meet her in hardvard sq with erik and we went out to eat... mmm tofu.. it was so good. shes moving to arizona and then somewhere in cali in a week.
she told me her and her gf would fly me out if i want to, and visit her for awhile.i am considering it, i might end up in maine for a week in august again depending on th job and if everything goes like it did when i was their last summer.
well i am off to go make something for jaime...
love you all
Love, Peace, and Much Happiness to you all..
Love
Trin
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You're always great fun to hang with Tif.
thanks. :>
i feel for you having to take care of your mother.
i'm wishing you tons of strength and patience!
xo