trinityy

so i woke up today and i am wicked sick i am dead to the world i just wanna lay in bed and wath movies and sleep, cuddle.. blah.. i am supppose to go to umass dartmouth tonight to visit mike and drink but i might just go and sleepin his bed. maybe he will then stop saying i didn't visit him all semister.

i have been thinking about everything and i have realized i don't belong here. i need to get out of this town/state, and start over. i can't wait til september/october. i have to talk to sonya more about this as well to see whats going on with her. hopefully she will be up for it when the time comes she said it was possible when i was at her work saturday. if not i might be screwed. as well as tns_superstar, him and i are gonna sit down and talk when he comes back up towards the end of april to get things figured out. i just don't want to be fucked when i get to ny/nj. i need to make sure i have roommates.. and being fucked by ppl in general woudl suck but i am so used to it. i need to find possible places to work as well. anyone know any place i can work??!

heres a song that was overplayed last week in my cd player....
" Say Anything "


Here I am on
The phone again, and
Awkward silence is
On the other end
I used to know the sound
Of a smile in your voice
But right now (right now)
All I feel (All I feel)
Is the pain of the fighting
Starting up again

All the things we talk about
You know they stay on my mind
On my mind
And all the things we laugh about
They'll bring us through it every time
After time after time

Don't say a word
I know you feel the same
Just give me a sign
Say anything, say anything
Please don't walk away
I know you wanna stay
Just give me a sign
Say anything, say anything

Some say that
Time changes
Best friends can
Become strangers
But I don't want that
No, not for you
If you just stay with me, we can make it through
Here we are again
The same old argument
And I'm wonderin'
If things'll ever change, yeah
When will you laugh again?
Laugh like you did back when?
We'd make noise til 3 AM and the neighbors would complain

All the things we talk about
You know they stay on my mind
On my mind
And all the things we laugh about
They'll bring us through it every time
After time after time

Don't say a word
I know you feel the same
Just give me a sign
Say anything, say anything
Please don't walk away
I know you wanna stay
Just give me a sign
Say anything, say anything

I'm fallin'
I'm fallin'
I'm fallin' down
I'm fallin'
I'm fallin'
I'm fallin' down
Down
Down
Down

Don't say a word
I know you feel the same
Just give me a sign
Say anything, say anything
Please don't walk away
I know you wanna stay
If you'll just give me a sign
Say anything, say anything

Don't say a word (Please don't leave)
I know you feel the same
Just give me a sign
Say anything, say anything
Please don't walk away (Please don't leave)
I know you wanna stay
Just give me a sign
Say anything, say anything
~good charlotte~

love
trin