everything seems like its moving so fast. and then their are times i feel it is going too slow...
i want everything to be so perfect. want it to go right
i just want to let it all go the way i want it to
theirs so much going on in my head that i don't even know where to start sometimes. i can never say it the right way.i get paranoid and anxious.idon't know how to stop any of this.icare so much.i would do anything to make you happy, to dry your eyes, to hold you.
tomorrow is gonna be crazy wrking in the morning then at 3 i have to go to my best friends house b/c its her sons first birthday then go home get ready to go to eriks to go see casey, neil, dustin and erik. and i have to come home that night to go to work sunday ahhh if i didn't hate driving so much i wouldn't care.
its only 1:38am i am wide awake but i have to get up at 9 so i could be to work at 10.. hmm maybe i should just not bother sleeping...
love
trin
i want everything to be so perfect. want it to go right
i just want to let it all go the way i want it to
theirs so much going on in my head that i don't even know where to start sometimes. i can never say it the right way.i get paranoid and anxious.idon't know how to stop any of this.icare so much.i would do anything to make you happy, to dry your eyes, to hold you.
tomorrow is gonna be crazy wrking in the morning then at 3 i have to go to my best friends house b/c its her sons first birthday then go home get ready to go to eriks to go see casey, neil, dustin and erik. and i have to come home that night to go to work sunday ahhh if i didn't hate driving so much i wouldn't care.
its only 1:38am i am wide awake but i have to get up at 9 so i could be to work at 10.. hmm maybe i should just not bother sleeping...
love
trin
i could definitely relate to the first 2 sentences you wrote above right now in my life as i am yearning to move to australia but have so much to get a grip on here before i move..