trinityy

i am lost in this world. i don't know where to go i am stuck. i am trying to find a reason and i just can't. i have been freaking out so much lately with the anixety and just stress. i am gonna be taking a couple hours tonight to just get my mind straight to get things back to normal. everytime i get like this i tend to get even more scared that i might go back to doing the stupid shit i once did, and in that time i force myself to sit down and just write whats on my mind. write how i feel about things. or i just absorb it in my mind.

its such a depressing day today. raining all day. its the type of day you just wanna get a bunch of movies lay on the bed with someone and watch em.. i have the movies and the bed just no one here...... ah well

peace