i don't know how much longer i can take this i am feeling shitty and someONE (they know who they are haha, i told em) completely made me into someone else and now i am too innocent.. its all good though b/c yeah

so i starting to really feel its time for me to just disappear. when i was laying in bed i just ended up thinking "this is it, i am done, say your good byes now" but i kept on hearing someone talking to me and i couldn't place the face or voice. but just you all know i love you all..
edea- your fucking awesome.. you were the first one i talked to from this site, and i believe, vice versa, you are an amazing young woman. very cool personality!! much love!!

neil- you rock! fun times we had. feel like i have known you forever and i would never regret anything i have done, or would have done i guess you could say.. all i know is your fucking awesome and i enjoyed your company. muahhh much love

onethirdpassion- it was great meeting you and hanging out i hope i was too much of a fucking dork for you to dread the trip down to my shitty town..much love ...

hallux-your an amzing fucking woman. i enjoyed every moment we talked even if we were just saying shit for the spit of it. your a very beautiful girl. i am glad i meet you. if i could, i would give you the world. so much love to you, sweet thang.

to everyone else (yes that means you reading this)- much love! make a girl proud yo and fucking kick ass =) you all rock my world no doubt about it.

i don't know why i am doing this i am not all about sharing my feelings i am not in the mood either. i just can't stop crying and trying to be okay is so impossible right now. i wish i could give you all a big hug for putting up with me.. i wish you all knew how i truely feel right now. i love you all with all my heart.
much love...

you all rock my world

neil- remember its all about "WORD" nothing else is to be said but word!

peace out loves