okay so i am still dumbfounded as to how to change this pic it sucks as well... so i hate work i hate home i need a place i need a new job i have no money so i can't move out?!?! sleep in car? hmmm too cold right now... i haven't been the best of company around.. just so stressed out with everything and ppl on my ass about this and that i jsut can't deal with it so i am not talking to anyone just working and staying in my room and writing. but i am getting back out there now that i can just be more relaxed i just have to get shit straightened out in my head b/c its all a big ol mess...
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