trinityy

so i just dropped my car off to my machanic so now i just have to freak out until i get my bill. then freak out more b/c i have no money, and i have to move saturday and pay for my car insurance, and then get a job.. ahhhh
oh and i walk into my room and theirs my credit card bill that i got in the mail today and yeah mom got the mail, she must have stopped back before she went to the doctors.. which is odd.. well she tampered with my credit card bill to find out how much i owe them b/c last i told her i lost my credit card.. so now she knows i am in debt to them by 700. at least i am paying them as much as i can when i can...but she can't give me shit.. she got dad and her in debt with so mnay credit cards.. i know they at least owe one company 10,000. so if she even speaks one word to me about my bill i will not control myself.. first off she shouldn't be tampering with MY mail. second, she has no room to talk..
one of the MANY reasons i am moving out. first she gives me no space.. second i need to live MY LIFE. plus i enjoy some great people out in syracuse.


i have come to a conclusion.. i am not dating anyone anymore for a good period of time.. i wear my heart on my sleeve.

i want to see my sister, neice and nephew before i move saturday.. but i don't think me getting to maine is possible...
much love
trin
xoxo