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trinityy

massachusetts

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Tuesday Sep 09, 2003

Sep 9, 2003
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i am not who you think i am
i am not who everyone wants me to be
i am nothing but a lonely, fucked up girl
i don't feel myself, b/c i am not myself
i am trapped
i am forbidden to be myself
and most of all i am not happy in this house...

people accusing people of crushing on me or me crushing on her... wtf.. if i had a fucking crush on her THEY WOULD KNOW.. i don't give a fuck and i am not one who hides my feelings or thoughts.
so fuck you all who think we are all about hooking up her and i are JUST FUCKING FRIENDS... sorry lil rant about a co worker and her gf freaking out about us hanging out...

i can't wait til this weekend i get to see cereal_killer!!! and edea love who is gonna be tackled by me for sure smile

i was driving home from my friends dorm today... crying b/c i just want to get out of here NOW... i need to go live my life i need to be happy (the first rant was about my living situation i have been in for the past 19 years in my house with my rents) .... i don't even know what i am gonna do out there but christ i will be happy even if i have the most HORRIBLE job....

sorry i am a lil edgy today and very sensitive...

i had the worst dream this morning i woke up in tears...
i am freezing my tits off sitting in my room.. so i am gonna go take a nap til about 7 or 8pm and then who knows what i am gonna do.. i probally won't even sleep i will just lay in bed wishing i could be elsewhere... wishing i had someone i could just sit with and not say anything and feel so comfortable around... i wish i had so much ... sometimes.

i greatly apologize for this journal...

much love
trin
xoxo

so my friend xsorenx gave me the okay to fill out her profile so i am gonna do that until she gets internet access in her dorm room and she can change it after so in about 20 mins go check her out! i will write a lil journal entry so u can leave her comments as well...

added one new pic.. the very last one
VIEW 23 of 23 COMMENTS
fractal:
be nothing but yourself.
fuck the rest of them and what they want.
Sep 13, 2003
quiescence:
It was nice to finally meet you. We'll definetely have to catch up some over your vacation.
I hope the rest of your weekend is fabulous.
Sep 13, 2003

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