boring none the less not the least bit exciting, journal entry... don't say i didn't warn ya..



PAIN

go away pllllllllsssssssss

so the other day at work i pull out my back.. but i stay to finish what i was doing. the next morning i wake up and from a lil under my chest up i could barely move it.. i layed in bed most the day and reailzed i had to be to work and i had to get up.. it took me about 20 mi ns to get up and dressed. today i get home from work and i went to get out of my chair and i fall onto the ground.. i have a sharp pain in my lower back but it shoots down my right leg.. it hurts so much i can't stand on it nor walk that far.. and my kidneys are acting up every so often they start to hurt.... wtf is going on with my body?!??! GRRRRRRRR

i need to redye my roots... anyone wanna help me out pls?? anyoneeeeeeeeeeee.... =/ ... ...

i am heading to umass darthmouth tonight.. to visit my best friend.. don't know if i am coming back tomorrow or tuesday seen as how i am not working the next two days, thank god i didn't have a day off since last monday.

i now get anxiety attacks as soon as i walk out of my house.. this is no good.. this shouldn't be happening.. but it is.. grrrrrr

much love
trin
xoxo