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yes i'm back again, still not sleeping right. anyways, it's 12:30 am march 13th. my birthday. to tell you the truth. i feel like shit. i feel like i could die today but not on my own terms. you see i don't ever want to die. i feel like i would enjoy being immortal. but i'm never going to be immortal, and that's a harsh reality that i'll have to swallow whole. i'll probably choke on it. know what i'm sayin?