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Monday Oct 24, 2005

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It's a strange moment of reflection for me. In dealing with this evening's episode of Insomniac Theater, I glanced up at the calendar and noticed the date.

It was three years ago to the day that the world I knew abruptly ended. Never in a million years would I have guessed what happened when I arrived in New York that night. No amount of preparation could have kept me from being utterly destroyed. Big pieces broke into smaller pieces which in turn broke into even tinier pieces. It was the end of that version of me.

Thinking about myself then and now, it is as comparing two different people. I feel as if I've grown and learned more in these last three years than I had in all the years before it. I'm not sad, and I'm not bitter. As terrible as it all was, and as hard as it was to get through, it set the stage and put events into motion that led me to where I am today. And while there are some challenges, right now is really amazing.

~Trilo~
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agentofoblivion:
I lie about my height only when its blatantly obvious... usually when someone else near me is trying to cheat a few inches... by claiming that I am much shorter than I am it tends to get people a little riled up. Its all out of humor.

As far as Voodoo, well I definitely have a healthy disregard for the impossible, and have been a long time agent of the thought that "just because you dont believe something doesnt mean its not real" so perhaps it is only that I dont admit my belief.
Oct 24, 2005
charley:
Well I am glad you have managed to reach this point regardless, sometimes the worst things trigger events for the better! kiss
Oct 25, 2005

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