trilobitten

Sorry I wimped out last night, I should of suggested some water and IM'd with you into a little sobriety
I din't sleep for shit either. You have the drunk curse for sure, where you might feel really fucked up whether drunk or hungover, but you still have outward and inward appearance of being in control.
Sometimes good company can be just as intoxicating as wine..........even on the internet

i totally agree

at least you still have good times/things to remember or do.

wow - that's a lotta frikin driving

99% of life is not Life or Death if you really think about it.

Why are you drawing on your face??? j/k
Sleeeeeeeeeep!

Well it's worse when you dream about them because you can feel them in your dreams and when you wake up ots like their dead and there is a giant void.

The girl who took up that space temporarily said her dad told her people tell the truth when they are drunk.

Well that may be true, but you can't control the intensity of emotions that may come out.
It's like a hydrogen bomb in our brains and we don't know if we're going to blow up half the world or just spontaineously combust ourselves.

hahaha what were you drinking, that dasani flavored water?
I've tried the Propel water and thought the same thing.

Actually, I dig all that flavored water stuff. I tend to not like overly sweet things, and soda in all shapes and forms turns my stomach unless I add equal parts water to it.

I think you're on drugs.
good for you!

...sometimes.

*HUG*

There's nothing I can say to make you feel better.

This might help a little, though.

my store is in taylor on northline rd east of telegraph. just let me know what i can get for you.

thanks, I'm slowly getting used to them

I tend to agree w/ you that organized religion can be very disconcerting, to say the least. I am of mixed feelings, at best. I am an agnostic in practice.

America is a very wierd place re religion. In many ways we are and always have been a very practical pragmatic nation. We are secularists to the core, in many respects. But there is this strange overlay of religion. So confusing. I have spent years studying religion in America, and have basically given up figuring it out. Europe has been done w/ Christianity since WWII among the masses, since the 18th century among the educated. But it hangs on in this country, a country in many ways more coldheartedly secular than any other on earth.

Go figyah.

Being atheist doesn't mean you have to hate or despise Bible thumpers or whatever book that represents thier chosen religion which tells them that there's is the best and everyone elses is bullshit and people who's beliefs differ are going to rot in hell because they chose wrong. People, let me rephrase that, we all ,or I think we all want a reason to know why we're here, what's the point and is there something after this life. I don't know about you, but I'd rather know the truth about the easter bunny and santa claus than buying into, pretendending, or swallowing hook line and sinker, etc., etc. Organized religion came from what started its way with good intentions and like many intentions turned out to be an unintentioned monster, like capitalism, but hey that's my own fucked up view of the world. Not all the the time!!!
Relax, and take 5 slow deep breathes and let some of this shit go if you can.
or maybe your lucky (or cursed) like I consider myself, have your nervous breakdown now, (if you haven't allready, and you'll know) that way you won't have to have a mid-life crisis or drop dead after retiring, or believe you have to go to church to redeem yourself. Either way you/me/ a lot of people are going to feel weird paranoid, cynical, confused, and hopeless about this world. Yeah, but every once in a while when you're about to give up there's almost always some damn little thing that gives you a little bit of hope or joy, that's more addicitve than anything else on this planet.

but the crunchy ones taste sooo gooooood!
Lucky Charms for the win!