Hello friends. I miss you all. I guess I should do an obligatory post, I feel so.
Part of me feels like staying logged out is getting me back faster, pushing me to to get that last piece of the outfit and to shoot. Like even that is that easy.
A lot has happened in the last months, I have left dancing and have been trying to make it at my day job, which was hard to get used to. Both the night to day switch and the pay switch, I thought I was broke before, that's laughable. More recently, my hours went down, so soon I will be getting used to the two job struggle. The cherry on top of all that has been my depression. I'm not getting the exercise I was dancing every day, and although every paycheck I want to, I haven't had enough money to start a membership anywhere. Shit gets worse but I'm not trying to sit here and play my fiddle
I don't want this to sound all negative, it's a pretty grey area for me right now but it's a new year and winter doesn't last forever. I'm positive I will come back here one day, may it be in the hopeful next few months, or a year from now, who knows. I just love you all and do not want you to think I'm gone forever, I will be back. It just hurts to look at something you want to do so bad but can't, so I try and limit myself to keep from being down. Hope you all understand, those of you still here :)
See you soon friends
Lunara
