Im still trying to figure out, how in the hell i got featured on the Suicide Girls IG page!! I mean i looked and looked and compared my self to all the other SGs and im like, im sooooo plain! I have very few tats, no piercings, no badass hair color. I know, i know, alot of people say that you dont need all that stuff to be an SG, but still alot of people expect it i guess??? Dont get me wrong im very honored to be featured on their page, i was freakin estatic as hell but very very intimidated. Is it wrong for me that i fel that there are so many other SG hopefuls that deserved to be featured more than me?? I know it sounds like i'm not thankful for it, itss just.... im still just trying to wrap my finger on why they featured me?!?!? I guess im being too hard on myself, seeing the majority of comments were mean and rude, and as much as i try to love my body and myself without makeup (especially since then to now, cause i lost weight!! :D) but it was very devastating. Like ouch, what am i doing wrong here? I know i cant make everyone happy and like me; but oh i dont know. Sorry guys im just venting here! Well i guess im done with my ranting. Have a good night and sleep tight!
Much Love-
Trigger
