trickypixie

I want the xhi chuck taylor/converse shoes that go up for calf. They are adorable. I think I have fat calves, my bf thinks its muscle. He had me do this "exercise" thing to show me its not fatty that its hard and "muscley".. When I try the shoes on at the store I would get black on black and I would have to wear black knee high socks because my calves are thick and you can see my skin cause the tongue of the shoe isn't wide enough.

When I was a teenager I played basketball for 4 yrs, it was my life, I played football at recess, at home, with my dad, I played softball for 4 yrs, I mean I can kinda see the muscle factor being true in some ways

My bf and his sis had a convo about me the other day (she is a very open speak her mind person) and she said I have the "weirdest body shape" she has ever seen but in a good way lmao. She said my legs are muscular and then I get the big "black girl" thigh/booty area, my stomach which is obviously larger but then I curve in thin and then my boobs are "wabamm!!" (her words lol) and my arms just need a lil tuning and my face isn't that large. It was just funny how she's only been around me in person for 2 weeks and has looked me up and down like that. It makes me feel good that she even cares but self conscience cause its like woah buddy! lmao. but all in all she was like "I love our shape"

so point is one day I may get those shoes and do the socks thing, but Im also thinking of losing a bit of weight. I still wanna be kinda thick but Ive never been small and styles of clothes I like in my mind wont look good and dont fit on the way my body is shaped. i literally have like a shelf butt lol..

These pics are my before weight pics for if I ever do get smaller and just random photos.