I need a hug. My buddy since I was 14 and fell in love with him left for the army last weekend. I just called his house to talk and his little brother said he was gone. I didn't even get a chance to say goodbye. It was supposed to be this weekend but I am assuming it got bumped up b/c he got in trouble for a DUI (jackass I know) and the army had to help him out. We have always been close. We can go months without talking due to lost phone #s, new houses, etc and pick up right where we left off with a 6hr conversation that lasts from 3am until I have to leave for work at 9. The worst shit in the world has happened between us and it has never mattered. I love him so much, not in the crush way like when we were young, but he is just that constant, the one I know that if anything bad really happened to me, he would help me or at least beat the fuck out of the other person.
He is your good hearted trouble maker. Always been a rocker, the most amazing musician I have ever heard, greatest smartass sense of humor around. You almost never get the chance to make fun of him because he does it for you 1st. The most fucked up shit has happened to him. If I told you his life you would think I was lying or reciting a depressing movie plot, but he has always been amazing. His life was on a downward spiral again, not by his own doing, so he opted for the army to try to get straightened out. I am so afraid of what might happen to him, especially with this fuck up president that is in office. My heart is literally breaking and every time I try to think of a good way to articulate the next sentence another tear falls. He is one of those irreplaceable people. I have no interest in dating the kid but when he calls me Nickster and tells me he loves me, nothing in the world can replace that feeling of true friendship. I know this might not seem like the biggest deal and you have worse shit to worry about, but I don't know what I would do without him.
I will try my best to cheer up by Thursday, but hugs would be greatly appreciated. If you pray, cast spells, think good thoughts, whatever, please keep him in mind.
EDIT:
Great. And now I was just looking for a picture of us to post and I stumbled across all the old pics of my ex fiance and I... perfect. I did also find those pics I took of him in my thong once.... hmmm revenge?
He is your good hearted trouble maker. Always been a rocker, the most amazing musician I have ever heard, greatest smartass sense of humor around. You almost never get the chance to make fun of him because he does it for you 1st. The most fucked up shit has happened to him. If I told you his life you would think I was lying or reciting a depressing movie plot, but he has always been amazing. His life was on a downward spiral again, not by his own doing, so he opted for the army to try to get straightened out. I am so afraid of what might happen to him, especially with this fuck up president that is in office. My heart is literally breaking and every time I try to think of a good way to articulate the next sentence another tear falls. He is one of those irreplaceable people. I have no interest in dating the kid but when he calls me Nickster and tells me he loves me, nothing in the world can replace that feeling of true friendship. I know this might not seem like the biggest deal and you have worse shit to worry about, but I don't know what I would do without him.
I will try my best to cheer up by Thursday, but hugs would be greatly appreciated. If you pray, cast spells, think good thoughts, whatever, please keep him in mind.
EDIT:
Great. And now I was just looking for a picture of us to post and I stumbled across all the old pics of my ex fiance and I... perfect. I did also find those pics I took of him in my thong once.... hmmm revenge?
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what inbox? here? there ain't shit in it.
accept some indecent proposal from Knuckles.
which really isn't all that indecent.