I love Sundays. It's always been a day of rest and reflection for me. No matter the life circumstance i find myself in, sundays (mostly nights) have always been a constant day of assessing my life.
Like so many other Sundays, today is no different. To follow up on my previous blog, wherest I outlined a comical circumstance i recently fell into, i find myself in a more stable situation now. I have been with this girl for about a month now. We've been spending a lot of time together too. You know that feeling that you get when something is new and amazing and just want to spend all your time enjoying it... well, that's sorta what's happening... or at least what's 'been' happening.
And then there's today.... where i assess things. Im starting to wonder if this is really what i want or need right now in my life. I have absolutely nothing to complain about with her. Things are awesome.... amazing. But for whatever reason, the familiarity of it is cause for concern. I mean, we've been together for about a month and, correct me if i'm misinterpretating, but should familiarity become normal after a month??? You know... a certain decrease in passion? Where we can spend an entire weeken together without any 'real' intimacy? Please give me your feedback on this.
We haven't really discussed what our 'situation' is or anything and I don't really care to know either. I know that we both enjoy our time together and that she really likes me, but she hasn't been in a relationship in many years, whereas I have and she has told me that what i have showed is new to her and that she doesn't want to screw anything up... but she was also drunk when she said that... so.... not quite sure what that really means.
Not quite sure where i'm getting with this, but think i just needed to extrovert it. I will continue to go with the flow of things and i'm quite confident that things will become more clear as time passes. I just think I that I think too much... (notice the irony of that sentence...)
In other unrelated news, I was approached at work for a new position. An old boss of mine asked to meet with me on Friday and expressed interest in my services as an Industrial Engineer in his team. This would be a big promotion for me. Curious thing is that I am not an engineer, but he insisted that no technical experience is required for the job. It would be a big step for me in my career if it works out. It would also be a huge challenge... and fortunately for me... I'm a sucker for challenges. I am never quite content with my day-to-day and always seem to think that i can do better than what i do..... So, if things go well, i can possibly be in a new sweet position in the next little while.
Life is so strange.... ups and downs... I'm all over the place.
Like so many other Sundays, today is no different. To follow up on my previous blog, wherest I outlined a comical circumstance i recently fell into, i find myself in a more stable situation now. I have been with this girl for about a month now. We've been spending a lot of time together too. You know that feeling that you get when something is new and amazing and just want to spend all your time enjoying it... well, that's sorta what's happening... or at least what's 'been' happening.
And then there's today.... where i assess things. Im starting to wonder if this is really what i want or need right now in my life. I have absolutely nothing to complain about with her. Things are awesome.... amazing. But for whatever reason, the familiarity of it is cause for concern. I mean, we've been together for about a month and, correct me if i'm misinterpretating, but should familiarity become normal after a month??? You know... a certain decrease in passion? Where we can spend an entire weeken together without any 'real' intimacy? Please give me your feedback on this.
We haven't really discussed what our 'situation' is or anything and I don't really care to know either. I know that we both enjoy our time together and that she really likes me, but she hasn't been in a relationship in many years, whereas I have and she has told me that what i have showed is new to her and that she doesn't want to screw anything up... but she was also drunk when she said that... so.... not quite sure what that really means.
Not quite sure where i'm getting with this, but think i just needed to extrovert it. I will continue to go with the flow of things and i'm quite confident that things will become more clear as time passes. I just think I that I think too much... (notice the irony of that sentence...)
In other unrelated news, I was approached at work for a new position. An old boss of mine asked to meet with me on Friday and expressed interest in my services as an Industrial Engineer in his team. This would be a big promotion for me. Curious thing is that I am not an engineer, but he insisted that no technical experience is required for the job. It would be a big step for me in my career if it works out. It would also be a huge challenge... and fortunately for me... I'm a sucker for challenges. I am never quite content with my day-to-day and always seem to think that i can do better than what i do..... So, if things go well, i can possibly be in a new sweet position in the next little while.
Life is so strange.... ups and downs... I'm all over the place.
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It's a ways off...but I will be in town for Depeche Mode. I already have my tickets and the hotel is booked. We can try and meet up again. Keep in touch and I'll talk to you soon.