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So apparently the New Year brought mad mood swings......... I think I might be pregnant or something?!?!?!!?!



For real though... I have just been on roller-coaster ride of mood swings of late and it's annoying...

Lee recently moved out and living alone has its definite pluses and minuses......

PLUSES
- I can do what I want when I want
- I can make my place my own
- I get to watch movies all the time
- I started reading books a lot more
- I can sprawl out in my bed and sleep for hours and hours
- I put my music on all the time and justify whatever I house work I do as being fun because of the music

MINUSES
- I get lonely
- I think about things wayyyyyyyyyyyyy too much.........
- I am tight as hell financially
- I drink way more
- I spend saturday / friday nights doing nothing
- I try to justify moving back the suburban slum that i promised myself i would never move back to

Aside from that.............. Rock n' Roll!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Been watching and reading a lot of Bret Easton Ellis' work... which is kinda fucked up.... no.. wait... it is very fucked up.......... I get amazed by how fucked up people can be. It helps justify the crazy side of me.

I recently bought a 16G I-Pod Touch...... it is ridculous....... it was a gift i gave myself for working during the holidays... oh yeah....... someone has to f-ing spoil me!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I've also been quite distant from this site... and while I have met someone aweseme peepz here, I really feel like I have little to no connection anymore to people. (that might just be the mood swing kicking in though).

I have to move soon. I am debating taking my bros place which is just down the street (but $200 cheaper) or move back home....... which is something I promised myself I would never do... but financially, it makes sense....

I miss my brother from a different mother, who is thankfully in Australia right now, on a vacation from the crap going on in Afghanistan. He has been gone since September and I have never needed him to be around more than these days... but life can hand us all a much larger plate of shit, as he has put it. So... I digressss..........

Just thought a sign of life was justified.....

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