tricks

I'm trying to make plans but like. everyone is busy. that's not true. No one is directly online or calling me. therefore everyone is busy. I suck

I should read. Or start writing my essays instead of doing this bullshit. It just bugs me that I have to stay in for another weekend when I should be OUT or something. I hate ending up in Toronto with like. Nothing to do. Kill me please oh my god.

I feel skinny again. Apparently, all it took was like. my period to be over. That doesn't mean I'm going to stop my diet. Oh no. My diet is still going strong.

I'm thinking that I have to figure out MY CYCLE and figure out when to start the pill in accordance to that. I might start it a week late and be like. hahah body, tricked you. so I'm not bleeding all over everything while we're on holiday. I'm a tricksy little one.

my hands are really soft because I put cream on them when I was babysitting.

I feel really like pampering myself. I should go downtown and like. get waxed like I want to. But oh nos! I don't want to figure that shit out now. I also need to dye my hair. Yah!

I'm meeting Jeff today at 1am and we're going to smoke a huge amount of weed and then take pictures. I love my little brother. Oh wait, did I not say that loud enough? Yeah. I LOVE MY LITTLE BROTHER. Okay yeah cool.

I have two essays due next week: one on Tuesday and one on Wednesday. And then. THEN. I am done for the fucking semester. Oh, except exams. And like. Costa Rica is soon after that. I have mixed feelings on visiting Costa Rica. It seems stupid to go to a really insteresting place. And stay with your family in a resort. I'm also bothered by the fact that I don't speak Spanish. Boo.

I'm going to call Danielle. And then I think that I'm going to call Drew. And then I might call someone else. If I knew someone else? Or maybe I DO know someone else. We'll see.

I will make something of tonight afterall!!