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okay so university sucks. I'm going totally mental here. And I'm paying for this?!

here's the deal. I'm at university outside of Toronto. And apparently I'm a huge city snob and can't deal with this being a 'small town' or whatever. So now I have this problem of like. hating everything here. And subconsciously I'm sabatoging everything by being all depressed like.

there are a...
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golson_molden:
i don't want to sound like this wise old man here (well, fuck the old part at least), but i went through the same thing. for reasons I still don't understand, I went to Western for a few years straight out of high school. holy shit -- private school kids and a student government that was a feeder system for the Progressive Conservatives... sucked.

anyway, this is what I figured out: it forced me to figure out what I wanted and to find the people who were into that, a distinct minority but they were out there. being out of your element is good sometimes, especially in the first few years of university.

just an opinion.
leola76:
I know Guelph ain't no cultural mecca, but hang in there, Kiddo! Brock University was the first post-secondary institution I attended, and I absolutely HATED it at first. I spent the first semester mostly in isolation with a virtually non-existent social life, resenting all my hometown friends who were attending other schools together. By the time second semester rolled around, things changed completely. I behaved more like the typical frosh kid, and was out partying every week-end till 3am/4am. The more I went out, the more friends I made. I still thought St.Kitts was a hole, but the relationships and opportunities I forged during this period seemed to make the general shitiness of the region disappear. I was in tears the day I left St.Kitts because I knew I wasn't going back to Brock, and I was so upset about leaving the circle of friends I became integrated with.

Anyway, I'm not trying to tell you to party all the time and forget about the expensive education you're pursuing. Just keep your eye out for local events that may interest you. Joining a campus club/organization is a great starting point to meet new people with similar interests, and to become involved in various social activities. Once you start doing this, you'll probably find other kids who are all also in your situation. When I was at Guelph, I volunteered at CFRU and GQE, and met lots of great people through both!

Good luck hon, and don't get too bumbed out! kiss
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okay. So honestly. Toronto this weekend was totally what I needed. And the fact that I'm staying in Guelph next weekend sort of creeps me out. But I might have a sexy visitor!

oh lordy. I need more sexy visitors.
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deathcharger:
yes... sexy visitors are cool... hhehe show me the dotted line lol eeek
mike_doughty:
500 words before elf?! I'm afraid I can't figure that one out, either smile
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okay oh my god. Firstly. Everything is awesome right now. Secondly, my room is messy. Thirdly, this weekend was pretty good. Right. Get in touch, assholes.
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oh my god. I'm listening to awesome music.

Sunday night / Monday morning was worth coming into Toronto. That's right.
disorganism:
Hey,
I live just west of Kitchener.
Guelph is lots of fun, we go there every once in awhile for the night life.
Those bars the others mentioned are great.


Enjoy
anakin5163:
whats the music
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so I'm in Toronto, it's Sunday night. I'm getting together with Aaron soon and I have two midterms on Tuesday. This all makes sense to me.

my brother is sending me back to university with some weed so I can NOT stress out all the time. That's a good thing. Oh yes. I've maybe become a pothead. Oh well. It's all cool.

we went for...
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zappagonzo:
Right right wink
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I got waxed. And I got a manicure and a pedicure. I'll go back to that place for nails but not for wax

yeah.
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punkjr:
Awwwwww yeah. biggrin
anakin5163:
cool, sounds like you had fun, not too sure about the waxing though, sounds nasty wink
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honestly.

I wanted to hook up with this guy tonight but he either didn't get it or wasn't interested. Maybe it's better this way. If he is interested, that is. This way we can woo each other? I will keep you all posted fo sho.

there is a fly in my room and it's being annoying and fucked up. I wish seriously that it would...
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anakin5163:
why wouldnt anyone be interested in you, you are gorgeous kiss
wish i was the guy love
zappagonzo:
I agree with what anakin wrote. You are gorgeous! And yes, sexual frustration does suck. I think I am invisible to women on this planet. Oh well. Keep after that guy. If he's interested, something good may come of it. Good luck and have a great day! kiss blush
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I'm not killing anyone. My hiv test came back negative.

just in case you ever wanted to know. I'm HIVNEGATIVE.
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exdrummer:
You're very fortunate. Congratulations and playing safe is part of your future, I would think, if it wasn't already.
dakineguy:
thank goodness!
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I'm getting sick. Seriously, I'm all achey. I'm glad that I was okay today though because I had this big paper thing due and I had to write it all in one afternoon. Yay.

on iTunes you can listen to other people's music. I have some rare shit on my computer. People should recognise. Right now I'm listening to someone named Adrian's music. I get...
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rumrunner:
I'v always liked the name Doc whatever
anakin5163:
hope you dont get sick
Hi how are you
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I keep getting really high and doing really weird things. It's weird.
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punkjr:
You smokin' them tweeds again? biggrin
_gone_:
LOL .. enjoy

~ Alien
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so here's a crappy update since I've been feeling crappy.

a) classes are okay except one. But that's to be expected right?
b) this weekend was crazy. Friday in Toronto with tons of things to do. Guest in res on Saturday night (high, drunk, sex), guest in res Sunday day (high, drunk, sex).
c) listening to The Specials.
d) feeling either ecastic or really low...
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zappagonzo:
Hope you're doin' OK! smile kiss blush
heinekren:
Hang in their, chief. Swinging back and forth between emotional extremes can be tough on your spirit. Enjoy the warm weather we're getting, and stay optimistic.
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it's nice up here but I want to be back in Toronto at the same time.

today I went and got a manicure. I think that I was supposed to do something earlier on in regards to school but I couldn't bring myself to. So yeah, instead I went to the mall, got a manicure and then bought a Hayden cd and then got lunch...
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heinekren:
Did you get Elk-Lake Serenade? That's a great album. It creaks like water damaged floorboards. It's so... Canadian.