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Did I listen to pop music because I was miserable, or was I miserable because I listened to pop music?

Those of you who know me well may be aware that I listen to some pretty sappy music nowadays. Those of you who are regular readers may know that I have been slightly heartbroken as of late. I think I'm over it, if only for the fact that I have a lot of other things in my life that I need to be frustrated at right now aside from some girl whose mind I'm not going to change. Really I have the music to thank. The old me would have gotten really drunk and listened to shitty music and probably would have stayed drunk for the next three or four months. The new me listened to depressing and sappy music, and then realized that he had other things to worry about than this girl, and if he kept being such a sap about it that she would ruin his favorite songs, which are to be reserved for true heartbreak. I feel like the sappy music has prevailed in this situation, although getting laid was really nice.



So I'm entertaining the idea of getting a part time job as a barback so I can get bar experience, and then moving on to being a bartender or something. I don't really give a shit about the pay, I'm fucking sick of this job right now. Thoughts?

Oh, and I meant what I said about not having enough regular friends. If anyone wants to hang out, let me know.