trevallion

I dont wanna have to shout it out
I dont want my hair to fall out
I dont wanna be filled with doubt
I dont wanna be a good boy scout
I dont wanna have to learn to count
I dont wanna have the biggest amount
I dont wanna grow up.

Ironically though, I think it's time for me to grow up. I'm so afraid of grown up type things. Things like taking responsibility for my actions, doing the things that I've always wanted to do, and commiting myself to things. I feel like I've kept one foot out the door in just about everything I do, and it's time for me to stop it and face the music. I know I've been saying crap like this for a couple of months now. I figure if I say it enough I'll actually start doing it. I have made some progress on it at least. Acknowledgement is the first step in solving a problem.

I saw my new favorite local band last night. They're called Suicide Jack. Kind of a booze infused bluesy Tom Waits sort of band. I loved them! The organist was awesome, and the sax was good too. I usually hate saxophones.