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So uh yea let's see here now, kinda fucking sucks when I start my new job I only am required to be at my office or the closest regional office nar me on Mon and Fri from 1-4 so 8 actual hours of work a week, but next week starts training, Monday at 8 I gotta be at the offiec which means I gotta get up at like 6, then meeting after that, drive back to Vero, then drive back to Orlando, stay at the confrence Tues-Thurs and find a place to stay up there although the alternative of sleeping in my car is looking more economical right now, drive back to Vero Thurs night then drive back to Sat. Beach on Friday, then the following week is devoted to getting my license for Insurance, yea the next 2 weeks are gonna be long and no income is the thing that sucks about it. By the time I'm done with it I'ma be a licensed Medic for the state, a licensed Meddic Nationally, License to drive a semi, My regular driving license and now insurance holy hell I have seriously done way to much schooling for pointless things it seems, or at least in careers I don't want to be in, considering in the Spring I'm going to go back and finish my degree towards small buisness, and music production seeing as my true passion is to become the owner of my own recording studio and produce music, then eventually open up a small coffee shop and be happy, yea I want a simple life it seems, but put myself in the most complicated situations, oh yea apperently my exfiance is been reading my journal on some websites and this one is one of the ones I think she is reading, so hey fuck you, and stay outta my life whore!