trekka

Everyone's sayin different things to me.


Anguish over the last few days brought up a lot of secondary feelings for me. A lot of them (read: all of them) were pretty self destructive just because that's how my mind is trained to think. But instead of doing something stupid, I did something fun!

Observe:

I got me a dermal anchor in my chest!

Yaaaaay! I love it soooo much! I bled like a motherfucker, which was terribly relaxing and almost.. freeing. I smiled when he jabbed me with that beautiful needle and he chuckled at my reaction. People love piercing me. HAHA! Anyways, it was super fun and hardly hurt at all, which of course makes me want a billion more of them.

A lady today at work asked me if she could touch it and was super offended when I told her no. Like, no, sorry lady. I don't want your cooties in my open flesh wound. lol People are fuckin weird. Who just walks around asking to touch strangers' piercings?! Absurd.

I really don't have anything else to update on. I'm just truckin along trying (hard) to maintain a smile on my face and think positively. Goddamn it's hard sometimes! Haha! But at least right now, I have a pretty new piercing to tend to and coddle. Something to occupy my mind a little. I will take more pictures soon. I wanna take pictures of its healing process just because it's interesting to me. Today I'm a slightly bruised, I have a feeling the it is gonna get darker since I'm anemic and bruise like no other. So yeah!

I hope everyone had a great Halloween weekend! Cant wait to see some new picture blogs from you all in costumes and shit! So fun! I, obviously, didn't partake in any ghoulish activities this year. Too much goin on in the noggin, Except tonight, while I was watching tv in my room, I saw a bat outside my window! Pretty sure it was Dracula.




Love ya guys!