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Dis beat is carrrrryin me!
WATCH THIS VIDEO IF YOU WANNA LAUGH:

Thank you to DefendTucson for showing me this video that makes me laugh so hard I cry. Like, FOR REALS. "Uppercuttin hoes!" "100% Combos!"

Ok, now music for my blog, as always..
This sort of suits me right now:

This song has helped me out of the dark in the past (actually, this whole album is terribly therapeutic for me). Anyways, I'm trying to let it work its magic on me right now... as we speak/read/type...

SO! Moving sucked a big fat donkey dong. In more ways than I care to get into right now. But, it's DONE! That's what really matters!

Now it's time for me to adjust and adapt to my new surroundings. I don't like change that I am not in control of, so getting comfortable at "home" again with my mom and step dad is a little bit of a struggle for me right now. I am just emotionally.... just fucking not equipped to handle some of the stressful situations that have ALREADY gone down so far. I mean, nothing awful. But little things like the way my step dad whistles or. just shit like that. Like nails on a goddam chalkboard for me!

Sleeping alone is particularly challenging to me so far, but it's only been 3 nights. I know that gets easier with time. (this isn't my first rodeo) but that doesn't make it feel better NOW. Me and my need for instant gratification... the "C" in my OCD.. always makin shit hard on me.

To be entirely honest with you, the hardest thing I'm dealing with right now is the separation from my dog and cat, as pathetic as that may sound. I mean, I have ACCEPTED me and B's whole situation. We'll always be best friends and we have been getting along MUCH better now that we're just friends. It's weird, right? Anyways, I miss cuddling, B (of course!) but I REALLLLLLLY miss my animals. I miss Mozart cuddling up under my armpit and resting his adorable little face on my shoulder. I miss Lucy waking me up by licking my face. I miss it all...

Luckily, B said I could probably come by his new place this weekend and chilllllll for a bit so that I can have some play/snuggle time with my kids. SO YAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAY FOR THAT

The ratties seem to be pleased with their new digs. Seem comfortable and happy. And that's just how I like my ratties. Hehe

What time is it? It's picture time!
Mo, last day at apartment

Recognize anyonnnnne? Sighhhhhh ... Isn't my bestie just dreamy??? go love Chrysis's new set A Dull Roar

Random tits happen on occasion


Moving day






Moving boob

Goodbye empty apartment

I hated you so much, but you were my home and will forever be in my heart. R.I.P. Apt #81

SO, I found this crazy little mo fo in my mom's garage yesterday. I named him Stuart. I hope to see him again in the near future. lol SO cute!

last few moments as a blonde

Settling in..

The view from my bedroomc


Cleaning the goat pen


Oh! I dyed my hair brown. I decided blonde made me look fat. lol

THEN! Tonight, the sky was all dolled up!



Also, I guess Osama Bin Laden is toast. which is cool. Go team USA!

Well, I am falling asleeo as I am typing, so I better run off to put on some sexy jammies and crawl into my empty bed. I love you all so so so much and it means the world to me to see that you care. You guys ROCK!