It's never never never too early for some Cake!
You all need a little more Cake in your lives. I decided for you.
I wanna address something very briefly and then I'll get on with my blog for today. So, in my last blog I mentioned my frustration with the types of girls who were being "picked" to go pink. I want to retract that statement, and perhaps explain a little better. I STILL want to be an SG so badly and I think it still stands for what it always has stood for. Unconventional beauty. It's about celebrating who you are as woman and being sexy in the way you think is sexy. No one tells you what you have to shoot or what you have to wear/not wear. Tattoos, piercings, and all other body mods are welcomed and celebrated and for that I am grateful!
I think what it really is, is that I am frustrated with "society". Girls go pink based on YOUR/our votes. Staff doesn't sit around just picking random ladies because only THEY like them. Girls are chosen because they are voted for and loved! And I think they all deserve to be pink! Let there be no mistake there!
I guess what I'm saying is that, as a woman who is not conventionally gorgeous like many of the women who have been chosen, it is getting more and more discouraging. BUT I feel like that's just motivation to let the real me out some more and do some sets that will show that a woman doesn't have to look like a playmate to be considered beautiful and maybe more ladies will follow suit and like I said, we can revive the old feel of SG.
Maybe not. But I do know I am going to do my best!
So, recap: not blaming anyone, not bad mouthing. Just sharing my feelings and expressing my solution. Either way, I am in love with SG's foundation and that's enough for me.
SG FA EVA! Let there be NO mistake! lol
ONWARD AND UPWARD!
So, I have started my new meds! I wish I could give you a better update on that, but it's only been a couple days. SO FAR, I feel great! And I feel like it is working. I'm starting to feel much more..... human. She also gave me some valium to take at night to help me sleep. So, keep your fingers crossed it continues this way
In other news, I had a really great weekend!!! It was kicked off by a touching event that just totally set the right tone for the rest of the weekend...
Friday evening I had to go to the bank and deposit a check. I went to the drive-thru ATM and afterwards I parked in the parking lot to bather my receipts, etc and figure out what I wanted t get for dinner. Brando went up the hill for a guys night of music so I had to fend for myself. While I was sitting in my Jeep pondering din din, I looked up and I saw a homeless man on the sidewalk.
Ok, if you know me or keep up on my blogs, you know that I ALWAYS give homeless people money, if I have it and if I get a good vibe off of them. I am very sensitive to people's energy so if I feel like someone is no good, I won't give them money. People tease me all the time for helping the homeless so much (cuz you know. it's pretty hilarious to help people). I don't care what they buy with the money I give them, though I HOPE they buy food. It's just not my business and I much prefer to take my chances than to know I could have helped a deserving individual and didn't. I don't look down on people who don't help the homeless. SOme people donate to St. Jude's Children's Hospital. This is my way of helping society and nothing anyone can say will change my mind about it.
ANYWAYS, So, I saw the homeless guy and dug in my purse for some cash. I found $3 in there so I grabbed it and walked over to him. They closer I got to him, the heavier my heart got. I was able to read his face, recognize his young age (in his 20s, I think younger than me), and all I could feel coming from him was sadness. He was dirty with his hair matted and tangled and naturally dreading. He was wearing a big baggy army jacket that was clearly an attempt to cover up his emaciated body.(he looked like he was MAYBE 80 pounds, MAX) He was visibly embarrassed by me approaching him so I made it short and sweet: I handed him the money, put it into his hand, held his hand for a second and said "Promise me you'll get food." He nodded at me and seemed to tear up. So, I smiled and nodded and walked back to my car and wished him luck.
Well, I decided to go to this amazing Teriyaki place like a couple blocks up and I drove there and got my food. As I was leaving the Teriyaki place, I saw the SAME homeless guy, walking in, with the $3 I gave him. I smiled at him and he smiled back and I teared up like a pussy. HAHA! But it made me feel really good for sure.
Anyway, Saturday was a blast. We met my dadio at Mikuni (suuuuuuuuushi) for lunch and caught up with him. He's feeling a lit better since his last trip to the ER and that pleases me. I'm sooooo not digging this whole "parents getting old" thing.
After lunch, B and I went to Old Sacramento. I don't know why I love it there so much. I mean, I have lived in Sac my whole freaking life! I've been to Old Sac like hundreds of times but it never gets old for me. lol We always have so much fun walking around, eating ice cream, people watching....
yup. Definitely saw that.
Saw this giant awesome tricycle (LOL) on our way home
I also saw this super informative billboard. Apparently, you're not supposed to shake babies. Hmmmmm
Next, we went to Petco to get all our zoo animals foods and toys and treats and I saw these little gems
After that, we went and saw Black Swan again because I'm a freak and I HAD to see it again. HAHA
One more time...... Mila + Natalie = YUM
*sigh*
OH OH! I bought a new tiny pipe this weekend also!!!! She/he is precious and she/he does not have a name yet... But I needed a little baby to bring with me to places like Old Sac and the movies... hahaha! My old little pipe was broken by a cop when I was like 21. And I've been meaning to get a new one for a while. This weekend was just a good excuse to do it. And blown glass is sooooo pretty...
Ok, that Cake song is probably over. NEW SONG!!!! I just found this guy (after seeing him on Conan) and I loooooove this song!!! It makes me bounce...
I played outside with half of my zoo animals the other day...
I don't bebember if I told you that I got my ratties a super fun tube! I'm gonna get more to connect them cuz they LOVE it. hahaha
Mozart: distinguished businessman/fearless feline/legendary musician/king of the road
"All my friends know the lowrider"
Ooooooooooh! And this happened to me yesterday:
"Whoooop whooop! That's the sounda the police!"
(yes, I think in lyrics)
Anyhow, one heart attack and two tickets later I was free to go.
Alright, now how bout some random nekedness and we'll call it a day?
Yay! Nakedssssss! lol
Last of my news for the day is that I have a horrible cold that makes me feel like death and I need it to go away asap. AAAAAAANNNNNNDDDDDDDDD I might be doing something super duper fun this weekend with Bradley and I'm really excited about it. HAHA More info on that later this week.
X's and O's until you puke!!!!!
Trekka beannnnnnn
You all need a little more Cake in your lives. I decided for you.
I wanna address something very briefly and then I'll get on with my blog for today. So, in my last blog I mentioned my frustration with the types of girls who were being "picked" to go pink. I want to retract that statement, and perhaps explain a little better. I STILL want to be an SG so badly and I think it still stands for what it always has stood for. Unconventional beauty. It's about celebrating who you are as woman and being sexy in the way you think is sexy. No one tells you what you have to shoot or what you have to wear/not wear. Tattoos, piercings, and all other body mods are welcomed and celebrated and for that I am grateful!
I think what it really is, is that I am frustrated with "society". Girls go pink based on YOUR/our votes. Staff doesn't sit around just picking random ladies because only THEY like them. Girls are chosen because they are voted for and loved! And I think they all deserve to be pink! Let there be no mistake there!
I guess what I'm saying is that, as a woman who is not conventionally gorgeous like many of the women who have been chosen, it is getting more and more discouraging. BUT I feel like that's just motivation to let the real me out some more and do some sets that will show that a woman doesn't have to look like a playmate to be considered beautiful and maybe more ladies will follow suit and like I said, we can revive the old feel of SG.
Maybe not. But I do know I am going to do my best!So, recap: not blaming anyone, not bad mouthing. Just sharing my feelings and expressing my solution. Either way, I am in love with SG's foundation and that's enough for me.
SG FA EVA! Let there be NO mistake! lol
ONWARD AND UPWARD!
So, I have started my new meds! I wish I could give you a better update on that, but it's only been a couple days. SO FAR, I feel great! And I feel like it is working. I'm starting to feel much more..... human. She also gave me some valium to take at night to help me sleep. So, keep your fingers crossed it continues this way
In other news, I had a really great weekend!!! It was kicked off by a touching event that just totally set the right tone for the rest of the weekend...
Friday evening I had to go to the bank and deposit a check. I went to the drive-thru ATM and afterwards I parked in the parking lot to bather my receipts, etc and figure out what I wanted t get for dinner. Brando went up the hill for a guys night of music so I had to fend for myself. While I was sitting in my Jeep pondering din din, I looked up and I saw a homeless man on the sidewalk.
Ok, if you know me or keep up on my blogs, you know that I ALWAYS give homeless people money, if I have it and if I get a good vibe off of them. I am very sensitive to people's energy so if I feel like someone is no good, I won't give them money. People tease me all the time for helping the homeless so much (cuz you know. it's pretty hilarious to help people). I don't care what they buy with the money I give them, though I HOPE they buy food. It's just not my business and I much prefer to take my chances than to know I could have helped a deserving individual and didn't. I don't look down on people who don't help the homeless. SOme people donate to St. Jude's Children's Hospital. This is my way of helping society and nothing anyone can say will change my mind about it.
ANYWAYS, So, I saw the homeless guy and dug in my purse for some cash. I found $3 in there so I grabbed it and walked over to him. They closer I got to him, the heavier my heart got. I was able to read his face, recognize his young age (in his 20s, I think younger than me), and all I could feel coming from him was sadness. He was dirty with his hair matted and tangled and naturally dreading. He was wearing a big baggy army jacket that was clearly an attempt to cover up his emaciated body.(he looked like he was MAYBE 80 pounds, MAX) He was visibly embarrassed by me approaching him so I made it short and sweet: I handed him the money, put it into his hand, held his hand for a second and said "Promise me you'll get food." He nodded at me and seemed to tear up. So, I smiled and nodded and walked back to my car and wished him luck.
Well, I decided to go to this amazing Teriyaki place like a couple blocks up and I drove there and got my food. As I was leaving the Teriyaki place, I saw the SAME homeless guy, walking in, with the $3 I gave him.
I smiled at him and he smiled back and I teared up like a pussy. HAHA! But it made me feel really good for sure.Anyway, Saturday was a blast. We met my dadio at Mikuni (suuuuuuuuushi) for lunch and caught up with him. He's feeling a lit better since his last trip to the ER and that pleases me. I'm sooooo not digging this whole "parents getting old" thing.
After lunch, B and I went to Old Sacramento. I don't know why I love it there so much. I mean, I have lived in Sac my whole freaking life! I've been to Old Sac like hundreds of times but it never gets old for me. lol We always have so much fun walking around, eating ice cream, people watching....
yup. Definitely saw that.
Saw this giant awesome tricycle (LOL) on our way home
I also saw this super informative billboard. Apparently, you're not supposed to shake babies. Hmmmmm
Next, we went to Petco to get all our zoo animals foods and toys and treats and I saw these little gems
After that, we went and saw Black Swan again because I'm a freak and I HAD to see it again. HAHA
One more time...... Mila + Natalie = YUM
*sigh*
OH OH! I bought a new tiny pipe this weekend also!!!! She/he is precious and she/he does not have a name yet... But I needed a little baby to bring with me to places like Old Sac and the movies... hahaha! My old little pipe was broken by a cop when I was like 21. And I've been meaning to get a new one for a while. This weekend was just a good excuse to do it. And blown glass is sooooo pretty...
Ok, that Cake song is probably over. NEW SONG!!!! I just found this guy (after seeing him on Conan) and I loooooove this song!!! It makes me bounce...
I played outside with half of my zoo animals the other day...
I don't bebember if I told you that I got my ratties a super fun tube! I'm gonna get more to connect them cuz they LOVE it. hahaha
Mozart: distinguished businessman/fearless feline/legendary musician/king of the road
"All my friends know the lowrider"
Ooooooooooh! And this happened to me yesterday:
"Whoooop whooop! That's the sounda the police!"
(yes, I think in lyrics)
Anyhow, one heart attack and two tickets later I was free to go.
Alright, now how bout some random nekedness and we'll call it a day?
Yay! Nakedssssss! lol
Last of my news for the day is that I have a horrible cold that makes me feel like death and I need it to go away asap. AAAAAAANNNNNNDDDDDDDDD I might be doing something super duper fun this weekend with Bradley and I'm really excited about it. HAHA More info on that later this week.
X's and O's until you puke!!!!!
Trekka beannnnnnn
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elnain:
WTF?! why?
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That isn't fun!