Is it bad that my job makes me hate myself? I'd quit today if I didn't need the money so bad. I seriously feel sick every day when I go in there. It's awful. I miss being able to work by myself on organizing charts and filing insurance claims, or copying x-rays...man I was stupid with that job. I hate being a bank teller. I love being an office assistant. 
I'm so sick of all of this. I wish I could just go back to school, honestly. But I guarantee I won't qualify for federal grants or loans, since I work. It's like the government is punishing me for trying to better myself. I'm so ready to just give up. Why can't I just crawl back into bed and feel miserable for a day? I need a hug...
I'm so sick of all of this. I wish I could just go back to school, honestly. But I guarantee I won't qualify for federal grants or loans, since I work. It's like the government is punishing me for trying to better myself. I'm so ready to just give up. Why can't I just crawl back into bed and feel miserable for a day? I need a hug...
acacia:
I know what you mean. My job sucks and I want to go to school so bad already. I've been saving up money forever, so hopefully I'll be going to school sometimes next year. <3 But, you aren't alone. Just keep pushin' and you'll get where you want to be.