treehugger

since my birth i have always had a "serious" look in my eyes, but lately i think it turned into a "dark" look.
i don't realy know what coused it, and in general i don't feel unhappy.
but i don't like it, i like to make fun, and i always see the positive side of things, still do.
but if i look in the mirror, i seem sad, angry or depressed, but i don't realy feel that way.

maybe its the lack of a special person in my life, i think i could realy use a girlfriend, but maybe i just need to take a nap, i don't know

anyway, in april i'm going to paris again, and that is a nice thought.

now i'm gonna bake some potatoes

love,
tree