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in 5 minutes i'm 30, and i feel like shit...

not becouse i get 30, but becouse i just heared that my huge party at the skatepark isn't going to happen...

this is one of the biggest bummers i ever had.

now i have to find an alternative location and the party is next week...

i know a skatepark where it would probably be no problem, but thats at the other side of the country, and is a pretty long travel for all my friends here...
for most rollers it would not be that big of a problem, but my band, and there friends won't like it, nor would my non skating friends...

but its either that or some other veneu, but then the whole idea for the party is gone...

the most fucked up thing is that the skatepark didn't call me to say the party is off, i had to find out when i went there today to skate a bit... there where over a 100 rollers comming, and thats only the rollers...

so, now in 5 minutes i'm 30, and i have to spend a big part of my birthday re planning my party...