man i was talking to some people tonite about a person who just took thier life.next thing i know i was balling i dont know whats wrong with me i dont normally cry but ever since my brother died it really hard to keep my composure when talking about death.its wierd too because i dont know that im afraid to die.for instance i woke up...
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sicily:
perhaps a bit of both...or maybe there's no such thing as an alter ego. wait, maaaybe my computer is possessed by satanic imps and they make me type weird shit.
newbluecheer:
dude...i hate friendster.....but i love it here
just got back from playing a game of Bombardment.pretty much its like hybrid dodge ball.its so fun we are going to start doing it every week i think.also on that note im starting a strictly pop locking breakdance crew in seattle it should bve fucking awesome.we are going to find breakdance circles and do duets and face people.so i better quit smoking or i think...
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lolita:
tell me more of this bombardment you speak of!
hypnogogic:
you coming to pirate night tonight????
fellow DJ here
fellow DJ here
1.made out with my friend the other night which is always wierd for me.
2.starting at a new store on next monday
3.need to dj out more because it really
makes me happy.
2.starting at a new store on next monday
3.need to dj out more because it really
makes me happy.
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adelita_____:
I made out with one of my friends last weekend too- it wasn't weird (we'd done it once before) but that potential is always there.
Congrats on starting at a new store, and let us know when you get to get happy and dj out around here... I'm digging your tattoos!
Congrats on starting at a new store, and let us know when you get to get happy and dj out around here... I'm digging your tattoos!
stasia:
nope
im going solo, yo!!
this is alll me!
im going solo, yo!!
this is alll me!
So my studio is all set up now minus some smart memory and smart memory reader for my computer.The problem is I have been so unmotivated lately its wierd though i have been practicing DJing way more.I also need another computer desk to put all my keyboards and sampler on.Awwww I love music!Hope everyone is having fun.
Seattle info
7/31:heres a funny fact I might...
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7/31:heres a funny fact I might...
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germany:
fuck yeah... tell your friend good luck..and please take some picks and post them in the dnb group... yay.....
prnkstrss:
TAO! 
Hey, how are you doing in Seattle?
Hey, how are you doing in Seattle?
my life has been really wierd lately i have been isolating myself alot from people.i do alot of the same stuff everyday.im not complaining at least i dont have the misfortune of people who felt the effect of our presidents actions.its so easy to support war when theres no bombs burning your family and friends.so wave a flag in the comfort of your plastic utopia.i...
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germany:
What do you play? listen to?
germany:
do you still play? i wouldn't mind coming to seattle... besides.. i need to make a trip to ikea... my roommate is another record collector extrordinair...
i go in and out of focus on dnb.. i lkove to listen and dance and go to shows, but when i play, i focus so much, that sometimes i pick it apart, and lately i have been wanting to fill in more sounds than it can offer.. it's so formatted that there tends to be little experimentation with it... that's what i would like to do
i go in and out of focus on dnb.. i lkove to listen and dance and go to shows, but when i play, i focus so much, that sometimes i pick it apart, and lately i have been wanting to fill in more sounds than it can offer.. it's so formatted that there tends to be little experimentation with it... that's what i would like to do
ok new journal.
im trying to plan a trip to CA right now which would involve taking a train like this SD>LA>my home town santa cruz.i will most likely be doing it in august if i get my shit together in time.
other than that my life has been pretty much lame im sick of seattle but feel stuck here sorta.i have a love hate...
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im trying to plan a trip to CA right now which would involve taking a train like this SD>LA>my home town santa cruz.i will most likely be doing it in august if i get my shit together in time.
other than that my life has been pretty much lame im sick of seattle but feel stuck here sorta.i have a love hate...
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hera:
ooohhh you look so serious in that new picture! and hot as always. 
What are you going to do in Santa Cruz???
What are you going to do in Santa Cruz???
dravenraine:
Love the new profile pic
I understand the love hate thing, thats how I feel about living here, but that will all change soon in 16 1/2 weeks! I am ready to move, then again I am not ready to move. And not knowing where we will be moving is scary and exciting. Okay enough rambling from me, have a great day baby
I understand the love hate thing, thats how I feel about living here, but that will all change soon in 16 1/2 weeks! I am ready to move, then again I am not ready to move. And not knowing where we will be moving is scary and exciting. Okay enough rambling from me, have a great day baby
okay i just bought my ticket to SGB II at the crocodile so thats what im doing on friday.also hopefully will be at scissor sisters and the fitness at neumos.other than that i am doing okay i guess but i miss my friends in santa cruz.i guess im getting homesick.
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sicily:
i think you should get your ass back home! it was great running into you tonight!
kara:
I am glad we got to talk to you on Friday. Volks and I are really shy as well! I hope you keep coming out more. Did you get to meet Seth. He is from NY and is homesick as well, he also is pretty in to the music scene. You should come hang out with us.
yay heras set went up today.she is really becoming one of my good friends so im really happy for her.
other than that i havent updated my journal because my life has become somewhat mundane.too much work
other than that i havent updated my journal because my life has become somewhat mundane.too much work
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starvixen:
Rockaraoke is at the Fenix on thursday nights, and I think one? wednesday a month at the Sunset Tavern.
lolita:
yeah I made it up there but was wayyy to busy to hit a meeting, bunch of family stuff, its too bad, I love to hit meetings in other towns and havent gotten enough opportunities to do so, but I will most liekly be making more visits so maybe next time! 
ok thanks for all the luck i got the job.now my life seems scary way too busy i always get myself in this workaholic trouble.oh well now im going to miss felix da housecat.oh well im going to see dj premier i think and other stuff is on the agenda.say good bye to my weekends .
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hera:
New profile pic... I like it. Are you playing with your new webcam?
Are you playing with your new webcam?
amina:
I said goodbye to weekends for 2 years, I'm glad to have them back.
ok so i gotta go train at a new job possibly.im going to be barbacking again oh well i gotta start somewhere.well wish me luck.
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hera:
HEY! Where did the Dave Feldman picture go?? That was hilarious.
hera:
I just sent you a text msg,but I'm sure you won't get it since you never get em!
so im in my new studio.my life is in boxes and here i am on the computer instead of fixing up my new space.im so poor from me over drawing my account i think im never going to get ahead enough to buy my mpc 1000.i have such luxury problems.
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lolita:
Does your laundry tell you to go to Noah's retreat at britonbush hot springs in oregon on july 16th and 17th??? 
lolita:
no flyer needed really
you can contact breitenbush at 503-854-3314 and make a reservation, the cost of the whole shabang is 207$ that includes a cabin, meals, and the cost of the retreat. I met Noah in April when he was in town, right before he moved to NYC, I begged him to move here!! he's great. he told me about the retreat.
you might be able to find about the particulars of the retreat at their website www.breitenbush.com
its gonna be teachings of the buddhist path, mindful sitting and walking meditation.
you should go!
you can contact breitenbush at 503-854-3314 and make a reservation, the cost of the whole shabang is 207$ that includes a cabin, meals, and the cost of the retreat. I met Noah in April when he was in town, right before he moved to NYC, I begged him to move here!! he's great. he told me about the retreat.
you might be able to find about the particulars of the retreat at their website www.breitenbush.com
its gonna be teachings of the buddhist path, mindful sitting and walking meditation.
you should go!
fuck im moving to a new apt but today was so nice in seattle i didnt do shit oh well i moved some of my records which is huge since i have so many.i swear im addicted to buying records.i almost went and saw hint hint play but im trying to not spend so much money so maybe i caan go on some trips this...
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hera:
Your coming to San Diego in July and are not coming to SC? That totally sucks.
- I hate heat too. I would prefer cold, I think it's one of those things, growing up in SC or something.
- I hate heat too. I would prefer cold, I think it's one of those things, growing up in SC or something.
hera:
well... at least your life is not in shambles. Have you seen my journal lately, its a sobfest! lol
-I just wanted to use that
-I just wanted to use that