I just got back from a two day trip down to Eugene to check out the campus at U of O and scout out for some housing in the area. Now that I'm back home I realize how much I wanted that trip to be my escape! This fall I'll be down living in Eugene attending Lane for one or two more terms. After that I'll be at U of O and living with my "brothers of another mother" (friends), Austin and Neil, and I can finally get on with my life and do something productive for myself. Maybe even straighten up my act a little!?!?!?!? 
...maybe....
My mom is driving me insane with her relentless drunken assault of negative comments and momentary calms of sweetness...
I dread every minute that I spend wasting away at Blockbuster Video and these things all contribute to the reason I've released myself from everything in my life here in Portland. My life is beconing me down to Eugene. It feels like its waiting for me there already...
...maybe....
My mom is driving me insane with her relentless drunken assault of negative comments and momentary calms of sweetness...
I dread every minute that I spend wasting away at Blockbuster Video and these things all contribute to the reason I've released myself from everything in my life here in Portland. My life is beconing me down to Eugene. It feels like its waiting for me there already...