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Monday Sep 05, 2005

Sep 5, 2005
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Sometimes, the only thing I have is question.
Sometimes, the only thing understood is understated.
Sometimes, I wish I had a better feel for my surroundings.
Sometimes, I wish there was an answere.
Insecurity...sometimes, sometimes I just dont get what could be wrong to cause this.

I hate sleeping alone. If there is a super flaw with me, its sleeping alone.

I dont understand things sometimes. And I go the wrong direction. I guess I dont really have a true understanding of what is going on. Maybe I'm not looking in the right direction. Maybe I need to listen better. Or maybe I need to loosen up. Maybe its just me.

I need cigarettes.

I'm in a bad mood.
I'm confused.

I could have done with out a better part of this weekend.

I need regulation.
I need consistency.
I need to be better at this.
I need to be stable.


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kiki_michelle:
i like being able to share my beautiful days

although.. now my evening is now filled with a solitude and thoughts of sadness that can't be ignored...

"don't let it bring you down
its only castles burning
find someone who's turning
and you will come around
...
come on down to the river of sad and
you can really understand.."

thats my thoughts and emotions tonight.. hmh
Sep 5, 2005
kiki_michelle:
i sure hope so kiss
Sep 5, 2005

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