Morning!
I'm not feeling so good after last night so bare with me;
The girl i like got the results she wanted, and is going to exeter, I was dead chuffed for her. I still am, I get the impression she really worked for her grades so she deserves them.
I've always hated results day though. For any exams. I haven't taken the proper conventional academic route, so I always feel like I haven't done well and everyones out done me. Everyone that knows me knows that I have to always be the best, and stuff like this dents me a little. It's not the same, I got bad GCSE results but since then I caned every exam I've done in anything (100% and 98% on my cisco certification cured my fear of exams). I just feel like I should have done it really. I was capable.
So yeah, I had a day of feeling sorry for myself.
I'm cutting a wire but I'm trying to go to reading. 2 days ago I called up the bank and have asked for a change to my account, so i can get an overdraft. Very foolish of me. Very foolish. But there's lots of things at Reading I want to see. Thrice being one. Girl being another. But she doesn't want me to go. I don't understand why. Secret boyfriend maybe?
Otherwise she's perfect. I dunno, I dunno what I can say about her. I'm falling for her in the biggest way, but I know it's only her MSN and Telephone personality I'm falling for at the moment. I know her real personality couldn't be much different, but I'm grounded. Still like her loads though. Probably too much...
My parents get back from brighton tonight. Not looking forward to tidying the house. I have effectively trashed it on my own. Bugger.
I let the chickens out of their run this morning at 5 am, stark bollock naked, drunk, and in my trainers. I bet it was a sight to behold if you were my neighbour.
I'm going back to bed for a nap. I hope I get woken up by nice txts.
I'm not feeling so good after last night so bare with me;
The girl i like got the results she wanted, and is going to exeter, I was dead chuffed for her. I still am, I get the impression she really worked for her grades so she deserves them.
I've always hated results day though. For any exams. I haven't taken the proper conventional academic route, so I always feel like I haven't done well and everyones out done me. Everyone that knows me knows that I have to always be the best, and stuff like this dents me a little. It's not the same, I got bad GCSE results but since then I caned every exam I've done in anything (100% and 98% on my cisco certification cured my fear of exams). I just feel like I should have done it really. I was capable.
So yeah, I had a day of feeling sorry for myself.
I'm cutting a wire but I'm trying to go to reading. 2 days ago I called up the bank and have asked for a change to my account, so i can get an overdraft. Very foolish of me. Very foolish. But there's lots of things at Reading I want to see. Thrice being one. Girl being another. But she doesn't want me to go. I don't understand why. Secret boyfriend maybe?
Otherwise she's perfect. I dunno, I dunno what I can say about her. I'm falling for her in the biggest way, but I know it's only her MSN and Telephone personality I'm falling for at the moment. I know her real personality couldn't be much different, but I'm grounded. Still like her loads though. Probably too much...
My parents get back from brighton tonight. Not looking forward to tidying the house. I have effectively trashed it on my own. Bugger.
I let the chickens out of their run this morning at 5 am, stark bollock naked, drunk, and in my trainers. I bet it was a sight to behold if you were my neighbour.
I'm going back to bed for a nap. I hope I get woken up by nice txts.
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