trane

Damn, I have to update this damn journal and I'm sure I have a thousand things to say but I just can't get myself to say any of them and besides if I update my journal entry then I start over with the comment count and when you come here and visit me and drop your little turd behind it won't add it to the previous 27 which would make me feel real cool and stuff for like having so many freaking comments but instead it will start at 1 again and I'll be afraid that no one else will come and visit me and I will never have 27 comments again even though I'm sure someday I will have even more than that but you know these things just start to bug me and then I can't write in my journal and then I seem to be frozen in time like it's always September 29th and my Beckettonian life just keeps spiralling around itself directionless and full of crazy crazy SG absurdity like so many meaningless but magnetic threads.



Now Consider this quote from Mike Leigh's, "Naked":

"Resolve is never stronger than in the morning after it was never weaker."
-Johnny