trahern

Nearly halfway through NaNoWriMo, and I've only written half as much as I should have. This naturally leads to the conclusion that it is not only my KotOR fanfic that has been suffering lately, but my will to write anything at all.

I have a chest problem. Had it for years uncounted, because I always forget I have it. I don't think it's bothered me for years, but it's bothering me now. It's like pulling a muscle, except internal; I move, and suddenly something's out of place. Right now, as long as I slouch, I'm fine. If I try to sit up and straight, it... complains.

Sometimes I think it's something important like a heart valve or something, but then I figure my heart would freak out as it attempts to compensate for the malfunction. I'm more inclined to believe it's something to do with a rib over my heart, but I've no idea why that would be either. Hm... a loose connection between a rib and the... chest plate, or whatever?

There, it's gone. I don't even move as if trying to fix it, it just fixes itself after a while. I guess I'll blame it on elvish ancestry; I've got a kink in the cartiledge of my left ear, where the point would be, so that's what I call it.