tragicmelusine

Went to a goth club here in San Juan last saturday after work (well, it was really already sunday, since I work until 1am). I hadn't dressed like that in about 3 years, and it felt weird (I've lost a lot of weight since I last used those clothes, and the corset actually fit!) and, since I'm not really a goth perse, I also felt a little bit stupid (I smile too much, really, to be all gloomy and shit ). But I went with this guy I've been getting to know (he also got me the job) and he looked all hot in eyeliner and trench coat (he's usually really shy, but he completely changed wearing that costume). Anyway, there was rhum involved and I know we ended up making out in his car, but I was so drunk that I didn't really enjoy it well . I woke up all confused and freaked out in my dorm, because I don't really want to get involved in anything right now, emotional OR physical. I guess I can deal with a make-out buddy though (shitty really, that we work at the same place, I won't be able to concentrate!)...