tragicdesire

well one year ago today i lost my mother she was very sick though so i know shes in a better place and not in pain anymore we may not have always got along but who gets along with thier parents all the time perfectly i miss her alot and very sad today and my friends were suppose to take me out today and what do you know they flaked on me so im sad and a lil pissed off today so so far today REALLY REALLY SUCKS i had horrible dreams last night also about one of my six past rapes so thiers that too i just want to climb back in bed and hybirnate or something idk so im going to go eat a shit load of ben and jerry ice cream and veg out on the couch all day watch some tv and try not to cry all day

MOM AND I'S VERY FIRST PICTURE I LOVE YOU MOMMY