So why cant good things just happen to me? Why does it always feel like everything is just not supposed to work out for me? I really feel like everything around me is crumbling to the ground and all I can do is sit here and watch. Even my relationship which I have always thought was as solid as a rock feels like its starting to give. Whats up with that? Is it just me, am I being paranoid?
Steelers losing was just the cherry on my crappy year so far cake. My #1 must have before I die is to have the Steelers win a Super Bowl and me not be 4 years old when it happens but everytime we get to the AFC Championship game we just manage to fuck it up so I was prepared but still disappointed but hey thats the way everything in my life works out so fuck it.
Why cant I just stop feeling like all I wanna do is cry? This is SO not like me.
prj
RIP Johnny Carson 1925-2005
Steelers losing was just the cherry on my crappy year so far cake. My #1 must have before I die is to have the Steelers win a Super Bowl and me not be 4 years old when it happens but everytime we get to the AFC Championship game we just manage to fuck it up so I was prepared but still disappointed but hey thats the way everything in my life works out so fuck it.
Why cant I just stop feeling like all I wanna do is cry? This is SO not like me.
prj
RIP Johnny Carson 1925-2005
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i'm not a bum
that was my break!
i get up early when i have to