I just don't get it... How can I be so flawed that I never get the girl I want but desirable enough to have the attention of every girl I don't want but give any attention to.
It seems as soon as I meet someone that makes me think, man she gets me... I could have something with her, It is a countdown to never talking to her again!
Yet let me meet some airhead in a bar that has nothing in common with me and they want to see me everyday. I wish I could completely give up sex and then I would be fine just being alone forever... seriously I would be fine with it. I am just tired of setting myself up to feel something for someone after being shut down for so long just to be let down and want to shut down again.
It seems as soon as I meet someone that makes me think, man she gets me... I could have something with her, It is a countdown to never talking to her again!
Yet let me meet some airhead in a bar that has nothing in common with me and they want to see me everyday. I wish I could completely give up sex and then I would be fine just being alone forever... seriously I would be fine with it. I am just tired of setting myself up to feel something for someone after being shut down for so long just to be let down and want to shut down again.
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And her reason for blowing me off today, which was the last straw for me, was that I was getting obsessive because I kept trying to hangout. But in fairness I haven't seen her but once this month. I mean we are/ were dating and it seems logical to see someone you are dating more than once a month to me.? But what ever I don't do bad with the ladies but I just rarely find someone I am interested in... well generally not sexually.
And MelLuka I am constantly approached, I know I am likable... this girl approached me too and went on about how good of a fit we were and I felt the same. Who knows what really happened but the space came as fast as the, what I thought, was mutual interest. Not a big deal really... I always put myself first and am happy alone it is just there is a lost romantic deep down inside of me and think that there is someone that will be happy with me through my journeys.
Thank you both for the advice though. It is good to have a place to vent and get a non objective perspective on it.
I also agree if your dating then more than a monthly visit at our ages is not to much to ask for. Could you imagine if the shoe was on the other foot ! We would be called assholes and then dropped.
Keep being you and the right one will come around !