tr3ymo

So its been a while...

Life is as it is. No true complaints.
I hate how life is scheduled through social media these days... I keep threatening to get rid of my fb but people beg me to keep it... why I dont know... I rarely log on.

So I was thinking today that my thirties have just been me living through examples of how to lose friends and alienate people... not exactly on purpose.
I have met some pretty extraordinary people while spinning around the sun but it seems that I have lost interest in knowing so many people.... Weird?

I know it is a me problem... Just cant pinpoint the reason.
Maybe it is because I have had such a set back in my life plan and had to re-evaluate my views and actions in life.

So I am done being negative... once again I am done being promiscuous and would like something real with someone... I think I met someone but get such polar mixed signals and it is confusing. I am trying to talk myself into believing it is worth taking slow... one step forward two steps back slow. And in the end I hope it is. She is a great mix of everything that is positive but not extreme in anything... laid back and has a great view on life. I just hope I am inciting the same thoughts in her mind.

We shall see...

Higher education is such a joke! And if it is the standard by which we hold professional value why in the hell is it so expensive and unobtainable. CAUSE IT IS A FUCKING SCAM!
I just want to run a food truck.... maybe one by a beach that rents volleyballs, skim boards, and chairs... That sounds about where I want to be in life right now.