tr3ymo

I have been thinking that maybe we are all kidding ourselves into thinking that we are so unique and that there is one perfect fit for us... that we have this "special" someone or soulmate.
I mean I had the girl of my dreams for a year and that even went to shit....
So I have come to the conclusion that there is not one person for me.... I am not this super individualistic ultra personality full of complex simplicities that requires the right person carrying a decoder ring to decipher our love. I am just a guy that talks a lot and drinks beer and loves music more than tv and wont see movies made of books I have read. I just need a girl that is cool enough for me to want to be around her at least eighty percent of the time and that I do not annoy more than twenty percent of the time and things might have a shot.
I dont care what she looks like as long as she is happy enough with it to spend a day naked with me if thats what kind of day it is.... as long as she is cool with only having one tv in the house and watching it isnt a priority... EVER... as long as she finds pleasure in conversation and dinner with friends and music a little too loud while we sing out of tune and spit beer at the dirt. A girl that talks to animals like they are people that understand them and cares about helping people just because they look like they could use a hand... A girl that knows makeup doesnt hide who she is and who can laugh off someones childish attempts at insults because she knows I can love her so in some way she is perfect. a girl that will sit and just talk nonsense while we trade foot rubs and do absolutely nothing else. A girl that understands or even shares my phone addiction but is just as willing as I am to turn that mother humper off for some qt. a girl that will kiss me with bad breath and hug me when I am sweaty. a girl that is not just with me because she thinks I am handsome.
I know this girl is out there by the hundreds of thousands just with in driving distance too, so why is it so hard to meet her?
I am a romantic at heart but things can be discouraging sometimes... I used to love being single but it seems that in my thirties it doesnt agree with me at all. I kind of wish sometimes that I were so shallow to only care about sex but I have grown out of that stage.
Blah Blah Blah....
I might as well just enjoy the sex for now while I can still get it up I guess.